Talk

Aug 08, 2015 08:29

So I am in my break down stage now
I can't talk about it to every people because it's not common topic to talk, just few people know about it, specially on my surrounding I think I just trust few people about it.
and yes.. it's about fandom

I feel how this world so cruel to them,
I hate now patriarchy work in this world
I hate how people keep judgmental toward other people
I hate how people can't be kind toward other people although they know they must do that

then my friend realize something happen to me and ask me,
1st i hate it because i must explain it (like what i said in my last post)

i don't know how to say about it
i feel stupid to feel it but i can't help it.
then my friend sent me quote
"sometimes your reason for living can be the stupidest little thing. like "i don't want my pet get sad because they miss me" or "i want to know this television show ends" and sometimes, thats enough"
I cried over that..

but finally i decide to try to talk, to explain, i try it..

and BOOM,, i felt calm down.. it's amazing..

sometimes i forget that i have wonderful friend who absolutely can i talk with
sometimes i forget how they (for this matter is she) is best friend who can hear me over a hours
sometimes i forget that i have amazing friend who always try to listen to me although i am so bad to talk, how i really hard to explain it

i am felt bless with what happed to me yesterday and felt amazing because finally i talked.

thank you so much..

i feel calm now
i feel brave now

i will come back,, soon
not now because i need to take a breath for a while

see you soon guys (in group or tumblr) XD 

my daily

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