MultiChapter-Are you still the same?.
Title:Are you still the same?.
Author:hikari_25
Genre:Romance, angst
Rating:PG -13
Pairing:Tegomass
Disclaimer:I only own the story.
Summary: Since the day they were separated unwillingly, life lost its bright colors. And that's what they have to face every-night when everyone is gone, being sucked in their own loneliness.
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It had to be the most stressful day for him. Not that his life has been the most comfortable since the past 2 years. And tonight, if the way he is dragging his own heavy legs, or worst, his heavy thoughts along the way back home are million times worst to remind him of how a miserable human being he is. His house is one step closer by now. He sighed in relief once he stepped in front of the door. Reaching his baggy pants pocket noticing the key chain isn’t there. And now, his happy sighs turned into a bunch of colorful curses wishing that his roommate is still awake by this hour instead of sleeping his head off due his serious studying for the upcoming exams. While he kept knocking on the door and calling his roommate to let him know of his existence, soon, he heard feet shuffling coming closer. “Finally..” He said. Soon the door opened to reveal a very unpleasant Kato Shigeaki.
“ I thought we have our very own keys already, seriously Massu?.. I was having the best dream by the time you decided to annoy me.” Said the very unhappy Shige. “Sorry, I never forget about my key-chain before leaving to work. You know me better to forget about such a thing.” Said Massu while stepping inside then closing the door.
“Okay, you better not make it a habit, alright. Next time I might not be conscious enough to save your ass from sleeping on the front door.” “Fine, ojisan.. “ muttered Massu more to himself than to his roommate but he was sure it wasn’t left unheard if the way his grumpy roommate shut the door is enough to inform him.
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Turning his bedroom doorknob to step inside his very dark, lonely and cold room that once used to be his warmest shelter once his life decides to crush his spirit down. Dropping his heavy back-bag to take short steps toward his small bed to reach under his pillow. He pulled a little hand-made pink and yellow bracelet and started to drag his own shaky fingers on the ‘T&M’ that is sewed on it. “Just tell me how can I forget?, .. it’s not that easy if my own heart and thoughts are no longer beside me.. I miss you so bad and it’s killing me each-day, do you know that?..”. He sobbed and didn’t notice his own suppressed tears started to fall without the intention to stop anytime soon again for this night. “ Yuya.. “ it came out as a sigh and not bothering to change for sleeping he made sure to cover up himself really tight. Masuda Takahisa wasn’t a big fond of loneliness. Or in other meaning, living alone after that special someone he used to lean on his shoulder and tuck his head under his chin to sleep on every-night. He misses his love so badly. His precious one. And knowing that he can’t do anything to change the bad events that caused their separation are worst than a knife that cuts deep inside his heart. Soon enough, he drifted to sleep -with a wet from tears- pillow and his right hand hugging the bracelet close to his pained heart. Wishing it would make it less painful, less lonely. Not knowing that at every-night at the same time when he was deep lost in his own dark thoughts, tears and the suffocating feeling of missing the one he love so badly, that, his beloved Tegoshi Yuya is shedding his own bitter tears facing the wall somewhere in the city. And tonight isn’t any big different than any other rough-night other than Tegoshi’s hate for the person who is lying asleep, snuggled comfortably against his back is increasing day by day. Wishing from God that everything would return the way it used to be. God, this is so wrong, he thought. I belong to Massu and Massu only. He left his hand to muffle the chocked sobs afraid to wake his bed-mate while he is breaking down in the dark. Tegoshi was thinking, more like, hoping that Massu still loves him and nothing has changed. That his own Massu didn’t forget about their love or the happy days together and deep inside as much as it sounds very selfish, he wished that his place in Massu’s small bed still belong to him and waiting for the day when he gets back and re own the place he used to hide from the rest of the world only him and no one else’s took that away, yet. “..I’m sorry, so sorry Taka..” whispered Tegoshi while wiping away his tears. Praying that his words would reach Massu somehow before closing his eyes to finally sleep his sadness away, well, at least for this night.
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Hi, I'm new here and basically I made this LJ today just to write my own fictions and whatever is going on through my head :) I hope you liked this first chapter from this Tegomass multi-chapter and if YES you like it so far please leave a comment and let me know about it, it will encourage me to keep this fiction going. And if there is any mistakes well, English isn't my first language so, forgive me. Thank you <3
Author:hikari_25
Genre:Romance, angst
Rating:PG -13
Pairing:Tegomass
Disclaimer:I only own the story.
Summary: Since the day they were separated unwillingly, life lost its bright colors. And that's what they have to face every-night when everyone is gone, being sucked in their own loneliness.
**
It had to be the most stressful day for him. Not that his life has been the most comfortable since the past 2 years. And tonight, if the way he is dragging his own heavy legs, or worst, his heavy thoughts along the way back home are million times worst to remind him of how a miserable human being he is. His house is one step closer by now. He sighed in relief once he stepped in front of the door. Reaching his baggy pants pocket noticing the key chain isn’t there. And now, his happy sighs turned into a bunch of colorful curses wishing that his roommate is still awake by this hour instead of sleeping his head off due his serious studying for the upcoming exams. While he kept knocking on the door and calling his roommate to let him know of his existence, soon, he heard feet shuffling coming closer. “Finally..” He said. Soon the door opened to reveal a very unpleasant Kato Shigeaki.
“ I thought we have our very own keys already, seriously Massu?.. I was having the best dream by the time you decided to annoy me.” Said the very unhappy Shige. “Sorry, I never forget about my key-chain before leaving to work. You know me better to forget about such a thing.” Said Massu while stepping inside then closing the door.
“Okay, you better not make it a habit, alright. Next time I might not be conscious enough to save your ass from sleeping on the front door.” “Fine, ojisan.. “ muttered Massu more to himself than to his roommate but he was sure it wasn’t left unheard if the way his grumpy roommate shut the door is enough to inform him.
**
Turning his bedroom doorknob to step inside his very dark, lonely and cold room that once used to be his warmest shelter once his life decides to crush his spirit down. Dropping his heavy back-bag to take short steps toward his small bed to reach under his pillow. He pulled a little hand-made pink and yellow bracelet and started to drag his own shaky fingers on the ‘T&M’ that is sewed on it. “Just tell me how can I forget?, .. it’s not that easy if my own heart and thoughts are no longer beside me.. I miss you so bad and it’s killing me each-day, do you know that?..”. He sobbed and didn’t notice his own suppressed tears started to fall without the intention to stop anytime soon again for this night. “ Yuya.. “ it came out as a sigh and not bothering to change for sleeping he made sure to cover up himself really tight. Masuda Takahisa wasn’t a big fond of loneliness. Or in other meaning, living alone after that special someone he used to lean on his shoulder and tuck his head under his chin to sleep on every-night. He misses his love so badly. His precious one. And knowing that he can’t do anything to change the bad events that caused their separation are worst than a knife that cuts deep inside his heart. Soon enough, he drifted to sleep -with a wet from tears- pillow and his right hand hugging the bracelet close to his pained heart. Wishing it would make it less painful, less lonely. Not knowing that at every-night at the same time when he was deep lost in his own dark thoughts, tears and the suffocating feeling of missing the one he love so badly, that, his beloved Tegoshi Yuya is shedding his own bitter tears facing the wall somewhere in the city. And tonight isn’t any big different than any other rough-night other than Tegoshi’s hate for the person who is lying asleep, snuggled comfortably against his back is increasing day by day. Wishing from God that everything would return the way it used to be. God, this is so wrong, he thought. I belong to Massu and Massu only. He left his hand to muffle the chocked sobs afraid to wake his bed-mate while he is breaking down in the dark. Tegoshi was thinking, more like, hoping that Massu still loves him and nothing has changed. That his own Massu didn’t forget about their love or the happy days together and deep inside as much as it sounds very selfish, he wished that his place in Massu’s small bed still belong to him and waiting for the day when he gets back and re own the place he used to hide from the rest of the world only him and no one else’s took that away, yet. “..I’m sorry, so sorry Taka..” whispered Tegoshi while wiping away his tears. Praying that his words would reach Massu somehow before closing his eyes to finally sleep his sadness away, well, at least for this night.
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Hi, I'm new here and basically I made this LJ today just to write my own fictions and whatever is going on through my head :) I hope you liked this first chapter from this Tegomass multi-chapter and if YES you like it so far please leave a comment and let me know about it, it will encourage me to keep this fiction going. And if there is any mistakes well, English isn't my first language so, forgive me. Thank you <3