I'm in Carinthia now for one week and I'm glad that I can go back to Vienna tomorrow.
I came here for my winter tyres, since I have not enough room at home to store them during the summer months. One of the wheel rims was broken, I bought a new one in May and asked my family to get it for me, since I had to go back home on the same day. I reminded them for two weeks until my mother told me my brother would get the thing. She forgot. There were still only three here and the shop couldn't find the one I bought until today.
I'm happy to see my family and my pets again, but the house and the neighbourhood madden me. They hold mostly bad memories and nightmares for me. And I miss my boyfriend.
Yes, you read right, I have a boyfriend now. Anette made me visit my role playing group again and so I was at the Halloween party. His costume was the only one better than mine. We flirted through the whole night and talked until 10 am. The next evening we met again and now... well..
I don't dare to assert that I'm in love, but I do like him. Love is a dangerous word for me, it causes panic attacks. He doesn't torment me by telling me he loves me, not even that he likes me, but he shows it in the way he holds me, he kisses me and I can see it when he looks at me.
He is the first one who inspires me to tell him the truth all the time, he gives me the feeling that I don't need my little lies and subterfuges. He accepts me as who and what I am. He makes me feel like my cat when she just sees me, lies down next to me and starts purring, without me touching her or doing anything. I really wonder what will happen.
Josip, that's his name, wants to take me out for dinner tomorrow, Sushi. I really look forward to it and I hope, that I can go home tomorrow noon.
There is more to tell, but I'm not in the mood at the moment. Oh, and here is my costume:
Have a nice evening, bye!