Last January, just after returning from my first Japan trip, I had the urge to go to For Dear Life live (January show)
I bought the ticket
But my dad didn't allow me to go
No choice, I had to change my flight date
I chose a random date in July because I was aiming for Kisumai's summer concert
So, when Kisumai announced the date, I again changed my flight again to the date for SYNOPSIS Osaka show. Unfortunately, I didn't hit for SYNOPSIS at all.
When I tried to buy General ticket, it was sold out at first, then it was available again (Dunno)
So, I gave up on SYNOPSIS (Because I was afraid to ask for my dad's permission too)
So, again for the 3rd time, I had to change my flight ticket.
I had no plan at all, so I randomly picked 7/9/2024 to 8/9/2024
The reasons were
1. Saturday I work from 9:00 - 12:00
So, if I wanna take leave, I only have to pay a locum doctor for 3 hours only
2. Sunday is my offday
3. There would be SYNOPSIS Nagoya shows on those dates - But I already gave up
Months passed and I forgot about my ticket (I even forgot to change my domestic flight ticket from my hometown to Kuala Lumpur International Airport and it went to waste)
Until few weeks ago, I rechecked my flight app and realized the date was just around the corner.
Either go to Osaka and spend nothing or go to waste my 7K plus 💸💸
I was thinking of going and spending time at the park near Morinomiya Station (I don't know the name) and sleeping over at the airport
(I don't like crowd, so I'm not gonna go for shopping
Until I saw RUN TO YOU schedule, exactly 7/9/2024 in Osaka and when I googled, the hall is exactly near Morinomiya Station 😍
I asked my dad's permission
I told him I actually already bought the ticket in January, but because he didn't allow, I postponed my ticket until I couldn't postpone it anymore 😅
I'm not going for a concert, it's just I have to go or my money would go to waste. I didn't even have any plan yet actually
Finally, my dad agreed
So, I booked the ticket for RUN TO YOU 💸 - Unfortunately SS seats were sold out 😢
I'd never gone to a butai before, I had no idea how long it's gonna be, perhaps I'd be late and tired, so I booked a cheap hotel 💸 nearby
(Don't know good or bad or what, just after I bought the ticket, Mariko told me Kisumai opened general ticket for Nagoya again 😭)
Then my sister asked me to bring her friend a souvenir
(She came with her family to Malaysia in the early August, due to miscommunication, we missed the chance to send them off at the airport as well as give them the souvenir we bought)
Okay, I bought
💸 Flight ticket ✈️ from my hometown to the international airport
💸 extra baggage from my hometown to KLIA
💸 extra baggage from KUL to KIX (And accidentally puchased extra baggage home too - which I didn't plan to buy anything in Osaka)
Because I purchased extra baggage for my return flight as well, I thought of buying something for my family, so I bought extra luggage for the returning flight to my hometown as well 💸
Our plan was, I'll enter morning shift on 6/9/24 and rush to the airport at 4PM, to catch my flight to KUL at 7:50 PM
My flight to KIX was supposed to be at 1:55AM on 7/9/24
Changing story to my mom
Sad and ashamed, my mom is very stubborn
My dad always advices his patients regarding diet control (I learn from him) and we have managed to have good diabetic control among our patients (Proudly saying, some of my patients are on diet control only) but not my mom
She never believed the advice, she loves to listen to those popular so-called-doctor who preach about their products
So her diabetes is the worst!
I was so annoyed when her blood glucose ever reached 30 mmol/L
I asked her to come to the clinic for a thorough medical check up - Just to scare her
But we did an ECG and the reading wasn't normal
So, my dad was so worried - With her poor diabetic control, a history of sudden death in her family, the abnormal ECG, high possibility that she has an ischemic heart disease
My sister works in a cathlab, so she arranged an appointment with her cardiologist
My dad was so worried, distressed and sad until he lost his appetite, and had insomnia
I knew leaving home to abroad at this time wasn't a good timing
I told my dad, I'm not going, so he doesn't have to worry about me, let's focus on mom only
My mom did an ECHO, stress test on 5/9/2024
The results so far seemed negative but we had to wait until CT Coronary on 7/9/2024 to confirm the result
On Friday, I woke up and went to work as usual
A bit sad because wasting a lot of money 😂 but never mind as long as my mom and dad are fine
When I just finished seeing a patient at 5PM, my dad called me asking what time is my flight to KUL?
I was like "WHAT!?" I said I'm not going earlier
But it'd go to waste
I was hesitant whether to go or not since my dad gave permission, and he seemed a bit relieved after most of the cardio check up done were negative
In a blank state, I went back home, grabbed SYNOPSIS T-shirt and put it in my hand luggage
Passport, yen left from previous trip about ¥21000 with few coins
Changing into For Dear Life T-shirt, randomly picked a hijab - Done!
Rushed to the airport at 6PM, luckily the traffic jam wasn't so bad
Last meal was at 1PM, last shower was at 8:30AM 😂
Last drink was at 5PM which was iced coffee
I arrived at the KLIA at 9:20PM
I went to take a shower and immediately went to my gate
I had few hours before my flight but my feeling wasn't in Japan
I wasn't happy to leave home, so I didn't feel like eating or even drinking water
My flight was delayed for 2 hours
I arrived at KIX at 11AM, went to wash my face and brush my teeth
Took the train to Namba Station to meet my sister's friend at Kuromon Market
I spent almost all my money there, buying the souvenirs for my family
It was around 2:15PM I walked back to the Namba Station, but I was lost 😂
On the way to the Namba Station which supposed to be 7 minutes became 30 minutes, and then I lost inside the building.
I arrived at the hotel at 3:45PM
Had a shower, changed clothes and light lunch and rushed to the station.
I arrived at the Morinomiya Station at 4:34PM
(Butai started at 4:30PM)
I had to search for Lawson to pick up the ticket
Luckily it was so close and I could find it without any problem 😂
I printed out the ticket, it came out as a long receipt-like paper
(At last) I decided to buy a bottle of water and went to pay at the counter (It was so bata bata since arriving that I didn't even think of drinking)
The cashier took my long-list-receipt-like 'ticket' and exchanged it with the real ticket 😂 If I didn't buy the water, I'd go with the 'receipt ticket' lol 😂
Next destination, Cool Japan Park Osaka TT Hall
7 minutes
I walked so fast, almost running 😂 Perhaps the last time I walked that fast was during my oncall time 😂
Finally, finally, finally 😭
I think I arrived at the hall
I could hear from outside people singing so loud
But I couldn't find the entrance at first because I came from the back 😂
The staff guided me into the hall
I could hear Kossy's voice as soon as the staff opened the door to the hall and I saw him standing on the stage
He was so handsome and cute 😍 Melting
So lucky, my seat was at L8-9 which was by the aisle
It was so easy to watch
It was my first time attending such event, I didn't know how to react
I think I just excitedly gazed at my prince 😂
I'm quite sure he looked at my side quite a few times
1. I came late
2. My seat was in the middle row, by the aisle, right in front of the spotlight
3. I was totally a stranger there wearing hijab
I met eyes with Tera-kun and Sion-kun too, few times
Their vocal, their acting, their dance were astonishing
I was so amazed, I don't know, it's kinda rude but I didn't expect Yuki, as well as Tera to be that good
Sion's voice was awesome ❤️ I'm addicted to his voice 😂 ← I didn't know who this boy was actually
Then Yuki got down the stage and came until H row (I think) 😍 He was super cute
I doubted myself whether I was watching Yuki virtually or live because he was exactly like how he was in those silly 4U. videos
His voice, his eyes, his messy hair, his slim body, his thin legs, his tsukkomi, his body movement and 🙈 the mole over his trunk 🤐
I swear I only looked once, then I diverted my gaze to either Tera or Sion the whole performance when he removed his shirt 🤣
↑ I meant, when I saw Daiki before, he was so different, like 120% cuter and smaller but Yuki is 100% Yuuki 😂
Next Tera came to my side, he came until H - I row as well and went to the other side
Tera was so handsome and otokomae 😍 He was so 'oniichan meron tabetai' 🤣
At first, I was so-so regarding Sion, yeah his voice was amazing, that's it
But when he came so close at J - K row, our eyes met, and I was so surprised at how pretty he was 😳 His skin was so fair and flawless!
I need a DVD for RUN TO YOU or at least an album 😍
Seeing Yuki, it reminds me of The Wiseman, his father
He gave me courageous words and I would read his motivational blog every time I was down in my journey as a medical student before - Even now, I always recall his words
So, I came back so motivational and wanna do better as a doctor and help more people as much as I can ٩(๑>∀<๑)۶
My journey home was nothing 😂
I encircled Shin Imamiya Station for 2 - 3 times to find 7Eleven (because it has more halal food) but I ended up buying food in Family Mart 😂
My meal was 2L water, fresh milk, toast and pancake.
Woke up at 5:30AM to KIX at 6:12AM
Don't wanna write about my story in KLIA, how I missed the flight right in front of my eyes 😂
Good news is my mom's CTA Coronary is all normal
Thanks God
Now, just c