Ryon saaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmaaaaaaa!!!
OMG! OMG! OMG!!
My heart as if stopped for a second reading Saa chan's tweet just now.
She saw someone brought Kawamura Ryo's uchiwa.
I thought Ryo went to Arashi con, reading her tweet.
Wonder why it's his uchiwa. What does it mean?
*Flails*
OMG! I love Ryo so much!!!!
Don't care if you're someone's husband or someone's papa or whatsoever, wanna flail over you dear!
I love him so much, world!
I like the way he looks, the way he behaves, the way he stands, his gesture, the atmosphere around him and his everything!!!
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Have to write it here, or else I can't breathe.
Feel so stressed writing reports in the community now OTZ
But I have to. I have to do so, so that people in the community won't hate the boys because of my flailing and imperfectness of this immature me, in writing a report.
As I'm already starting to flail here, I wanna say, Taiga is so cutttteeeeeeee!!!
Nino, please give him butt bump before Arashi con ends!!!
Poor my baby Taiga!
Also, also!
Fans (and me) wonder how much does Shoppy love NoYuNoyu!
He kept glancing at Yuya the whole time >______< ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I love this pairing!!!!!
I love how Tsu and Sho fighting over Yuya lol
...and Arashi's fans thanked Taiga for being helpful.
He is as if Aiba's caretaker, he helped Aiba when he forgot the key to his room before, and today, the tram things.
Taigaaaaaa~~~~~
But seriously, I feel like crying when I have to spend double time to write reports and flails in different pages.
I might be overreacting but... ... ...
...Overreact person hurts more and easily... =(
I don't understand how can people be that selfish, I didn't add 10 lines-longed words of flailing in every reports of mine, why can't I add some emotions and thoughts in the reports, and got complained, I feel as if not being appreciated.
I'm still a human, want to be appreciated for something I do, that's normal.
So, being said so really make me down.
Yes, I don't ask for comments in my entries, but like, there is almost no comment and suddenly you're being judged and complained in public. Why can't they just tell me personally? What's the purpose of revealing it there while he/ she can talk to me personally? The person knows my twitter, knows my LJ user.
I rarely go to any other communities to pour my thoughts etc (Other than taking and thanking for stuffs) because I don't want to pick a fight or have misunderstanding with people, everything I write in my journal.
(That is also why I wrote about what did Yudai say in T&T concerts in my journal instead of in mix)
I know people dislike me because I'm straight-forward and strict, but I thought people would just ignore me.
I didn't expect it to be more than "dislike:...
(I don't say that the commenter hates me though, but being labelled as drama queen etc, it's definitely "hate" - I'm shocked!)
That's why I always do entries asking for my bad sides, people can comment there, instead of bring it to public.
To be judged by more than 100 of anons there who do not know me individually, and I don't even know them, it's embarrassing!
It was a humiliation to me and the community.
...Almost everything the person highlighted can be explained by me. I wonder what is the purpose of him/ her saying it there.
It sounded like, trying hard to find every single fault of mine, and everything sounded not good.
"I won't out you" but anyone familiar with the community would know it immediately.
I regret writing Yone san's rumour/ news about him opens a sausage bar.
No one would know how happy I was while writing the news, each word in that news full of love and support.
I revealed his private matters and had people thinking such dirty thought about him (;______;)
I was stupid for not being able to think of the second meaning of the sausage, that made people thought so about Yone san... =(
...and I can't stand the "I don't recommend it in internet"... I've been on net/ fandom more than 10 years though.
I don't understand why people with common sense get laughed at and being hated by fandom.
...I'm extremely not happy these days.