運が悪いなエル
Weak...
Weak... ...
Weak... ... ...
My hands, my body feel so light...
But my heart is so heavy now...
Cramp half of the body last night, feel like having fever and... I feel like throwing up right now...
I've this bad feeling since before, the moment I was extremely lovesick over M.A.D.
No, no, I'm not saying the rumour is bad but, still hurting me... (._____.)
I say lovesick over M.A.D. because there's no specific member, or, there are specific members i.e. all of them ...
I know if I'm badly in love, something unpleasant, at least for me would happen.
Just when I was crazy over T.J. last year, the next day or a few hours after my craziness, I found out that he had left Johnny's...
So, I was like,... "This lovesick feeling is weird... What bad news would come later?" somewhat ready for any shocking news but...
This is too much! It really breaks my heart... (.____________________.)
I called Een chan last night, she was damn shocked over Ryon. Then I added Ryota in the list and she was speechless!
She's a big fan of Waragai Ryota actually. I showed her Waragai's rumoured girlfriend when I was home before, she approved it, but still just like me, it's shocking to hear someone I like to marry at 23. It's still young I think.
YM with Ya chan this morning, she told me "Don't say Koutarou too..." when I informed her about the other two names, and she stopped typing me anything when I said there's unconfirmed rumour 'bout Koutarou getting married this recent.
She left me message when I went to sleep, somewhat sounded like "Ya approved his marriage..." That sounds so lonely lol
...And I'm shocked with Ryo's rumour the most! ...
I'm glad I read the rumour just after the man finished fixing my motor for water pump, and I had finished cleaning my house and it looks so good now... If not, I would become more stressed!
本当だったら、お幸せに...
I won't get to lovesick over anyone anymore!!
Weak... ...
Weak... ... ...
My hands, my body feel so light...
But my heart is so heavy now...
Cramp half of the body last night, feel like having fever and... I feel like throwing up right now...
I've this bad feeling since before, the moment I was extremely lovesick over M.A.D.
No, no, I'm not saying the rumour is bad but, still hurting me... (._____.)
I say lovesick over M.A.D. because there's no specific member, or, there are specific members i.e. all of them ...
I know if I'm badly in love, something unpleasant, at least for me would happen.
Just when I was crazy over T.J. last year, the next day or a few hours after my craziness, I found out that he had left Johnny's...
So, I was like,... "This lovesick feeling is weird... What bad news would come later?" somewhat ready for any shocking news but...
This is too much! It really breaks my heart... (.____________________.)
I called Een chan last night, she was damn shocked over Ryon. Then I added Ryota in the list and she was speechless!
She's a big fan of Waragai Ryota actually. I showed her Waragai's rumoured girlfriend when I was home before, she approved it, but still just like me, it's shocking to hear someone I like to marry at 23. It's still young I think.
YM with Ya chan this morning, she told me "Don't say Koutarou too..." when I informed her about the other two names, and she stopped typing me anything when I said there's unconfirmed rumour 'bout Koutarou getting married this recent.
She left me message when I went to sleep, somewhat sounded like "Ya approved his marriage..." That sounds so lonely lol
...And I'm shocked with Ryo's rumour the most! ...
I'm glad I read the rumour just after the man finished fixing my motor for water pump, and I had finished cleaning my house and it looks so good now... If not, I would become more stressed!
本当だったら、お幸せに...
I won't get to lovesick over anyone anymore!!