Hindsight
Wow, I guess I never really thought of how angry some of my writing seems at times. I was going over some of these past entries because, frankly, I couldn't remember what I wrote, and there are endless streams of blah-blah-blah that can be taken as mean or angry, and that really isn't how I wanted this journal to reflect upon me. I don't know, do you think I'm an angry person, or am I just being oversensitive because I'm afraid my girlfriend will think less of me by seeing my thoughts in print?
Yeah, I figured at some point I was going to have to talk about this development. Rebecca and I have been together for a week now, and dating for about month overall. Anyone who dares read this rag I call a journal may have noticed I dropped from writing for about as long, and that's because I have dedicated about 99% of free time to being with her (On top of that, probably about 25% of sleep time also!). So... yeah.
If only you knew how lovely she is. I've thought for the last twenty minutes how I should put into words the how and why, but I feel I can't do any of it justice by what I have to say. All I can say is I love her.
Well, I'm going to just leave at that for now, until I work up the nerve to say what I really want to. I have to get to work anyways. Nuts.
Yeah, I figured at some point I was going to have to talk about this development. Rebecca and I have been together for a week now, and dating for about month overall. Anyone who dares read this rag I call a journal may have noticed I dropped from writing for about as long, and that's because I have dedicated about 99% of free time to being with her (On top of that, probably about 25% of sleep time also!). So... yeah.
If only you knew how lovely she is. I've thought for the last twenty minutes how I should put into words the how and why, but I feel I can't do any of it justice by what I have to say. All I can say is I love her.
Well, I'm going to just leave at that for now, until I work up the nerve to say what I really want to. I have to get to work anyways. Nuts.