Nerves & Tears
Danielle just talked to me and suddenly everything makes sense. I'm realizing things... and I wanna tell my Britter, but she's not here. She's at home escaping. It makes me so sad. So hurt...
I can't believe the multitude of hurt that we've all experienced this year and over what? Whoever really knows let me know. I found someone to open my eyes and show me another side of things and yet things still end up this way. Is it true? Do I really drive people that care for me away? Hurtful comments, the words, the memories, everything I've ever known keeps replaying in my head and what do I have? Nothing. A few pictures. I don't have my own home - I've left that... not by choice, I'm not sure what I know about people I thought I knew. I'm just not sure what to think and more than anything, I'm very hurt. This year has sucked, and we promised it'd be the best year ever. What happened to that promise? Did we all give up on keeping that? No one is innocent, we've all played a role. It's a big tangled web and what we need to do is admit to that - grow up maybe. Let's not do this... really. It hurts us all. In the end, it hurts us all.
*Jessica*
I can't believe the multitude of hurt that we've all experienced this year and over what? Whoever really knows let me know. I found someone to open my eyes and show me another side of things and yet things still end up this way. Is it true? Do I really drive people that care for me away? Hurtful comments, the words, the memories, everything I've ever known keeps replaying in my head and what do I have? Nothing. A few pictures. I don't have my own home - I've left that... not by choice, I'm not sure what I know about people I thought I knew. I'm just not sure what to think and more than anything, I'm very hurt. This year has sucked, and we promised it'd be the best year ever. What happened to that promise? Did we all give up on keeping that? No one is innocent, we've all played a role. It's a big tangled web and what we need to do is admit to that - grow up maybe. Let's not do this... really. It hurts us all. In the end, it hurts us all.
*Jessica*