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Do you ever have one of those days when you feel like you aren't you? You do all the actions that the day requires of you but your mind isn't there...I don't know what was going on today. I was so grumpy this morning; it may have been the whole getting up early and going to church thing...I don't know. Mom made me make yet another list of all the stuff left to do before I go...and then put next to each thing what day I am going to do them on....I don't fuckin' know? whenever i feel like it? not so much she needs a day. my main focus of these next two weeks is to spend as much time as possible with my friends because I have a lot of trouble functioning without out them and so I need to store up.
I have this thing that I am really afraid that by leaving for a year everyone is going to forget about me, and important things are going to happen while I am gone and I won't be around to help out and know about them, and so by the time I return it won't matter and people will move on. And I know that may sound silly but I am seriously afraid of that happening. I get all freaked out like this when good things come to an end. Lack of family pushes me to need more from my friends.
This was meant to be a lighthearted entry...a bit late for that I suppose. To sum it all up I don't know what is wrong with me.
Happiness...
After getting up too early and going to church I did some crap around the house and then headed into town to see Erin (of course) and after a few hours there Megan, Snowflake, Aimee, Heather, Adam, & Rebecca and I went to see Brothers Grimm...which was quite good, but my mind is so full it si hard to take things in...and then I inivited them over for dinner at home...I stopped at KNOWLES SOUTH 5th FLOOR (happy erin?) and said 'hi' to Stephy and Jodi and met Cara on the way in...
Cara and I totally stole Jodi's tire from her Jeep Grand Cherokee...she left her car open behind knowles and so we called her and said 'I think someone is stealling your car' and she says "really? it is you BITCH!" and so Cara thinks it would be an awesome idea to take the spare tire that is bolted to the side of the trunk thingy...so we take it out and roll it away and Jodi is yelling out her window "BRING MY TIRE BACK!" so Cara decides that we are actually going to steal it, so into the trunk it goes. By the time we load it up and are driving away Jodi finally gets downstairs...so we drive behind knowles and she stands in front of my car and trys to convince us to return her tire...so I honk the horn several times...then she comes over the my window and we are chatting and I turn my windshield wipers on and cara says 'use the squirty thingy' and then jodi goes behind us to the trunk and we take off...I hope Cara retured it tonight....but as we are driving away Jodi yells "if I get a flat tire tonight I will hate you forever!!" it was deff a highlight of the college career...
So after dinner we all go upstairs to watch Bride and Prejudice....Aimee and I have been so excited to see this movie...Heather has never seen pride and prejudice which is a big no no but the movie KICKED ASS and now needs to be purchased...So today was really an amazing day so what confuses me the most is why I feel like crying...maybe because it was such a great day and I am leaving all this behind? who knows...I am going to bed before I think anymore, my head might explode!
I want to use this icon because I haven't the slightest idea what the hell it means and seeing as I am rather confused at the moment I thought it alluded to the mood quite well....peace out all! I hope your first day back doesn't suck too much...I will be around in the afternoon so give me a call or come visit p&c at night.
I have this thing that I am really afraid that by leaving for a year everyone is going to forget about me, and important things are going to happen while I am gone and I won't be around to help out and know about them, and so by the time I return it won't matter and people will move on. And I know that may sound silly but I am seriously afraid of that happening. I get all freaked out like this when good things come to an end. Lack of family pushes me to need more from my friends.
This was meant to be a lighthearted entry...a bit late for that I suppose. To sum it all up I don't know what is wrong with me.
Happiness...
After getting up too early and going to church I did some crap around the house and then headed into town to see Erin (of course) and after a few hours there Megan, Snowflake, Aimee, Heather, Adam, & Rebecca and I went to see Brothers Grimm...which was quite good, but my mind is so full it si hard to take things in...and then I inivited them over for dinner at home...I stopped at KNOWLES SOUTH 5th FLOOR (happy erin?) and said 'hi' to Stephy and Jodi and met Cara on the way in...
Cara and I totally stole Jodi's tire from her Jeep Grand Cherokee...she left her car open behind knowles and so we called her and said 'I think someone is stealling your car' and she says "really? it is you BITCH!" and so Cara thinks it would be an awesome idea to take the spare tire that is bolted to the side of the trunk thingy...so we take it out and roll it away and Jodi is yelling out her window "BRING MY TIRE BACK!" so Cara decides that we are actually going to steal it, so into the trunk it goes. By the time we load it up and are driving away Jodi finally gets downstairs...so we drive behind knowles and she stands in front of my car and trys to convince us to return her tire...so I honk the horn several times...then she comes over the my window and we are chatting and I turn my windshield wipers on and cara says 'use the squirty thingy' and then jodi goes behind us to the trunk and we take off...I hope Cara retured it tonight....but as we are driving away Jodi yells "if I get a flat tire tonight I will hate you forever!!" it was deff a highlight of the college career...
So after dinner we all go upstairs to watch Bride and Prejudice....Aimee and I have been so excited to see this movie...Heather has never seen pride and prejudice which is a big no no but the movie KICKED ASS and now needs to be purchased...So today was really an amazing day so what confuses me the most is why I feel like crying...maybe because it was such a great day and I am leaving all this behind? who knows...I am going to bed before I think anymore, my head might explode!
I want to use this icon because I haven't the slightest idea what the hell it means and seeing as I am rather confused at the moment I thought it alluded to the mood quite well....peace out all! I hope your first day back doesn't suck too much...I will be around in the afternoon so give me a call or come visit p&c at night.