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I feel like shit. I didn' feel good yesterday, but I blamed that on the fact that I only got 4 hours of sleep...anna left yesterday morning so I spent the night at her house, we went to bed at 2 and she woke me up at 6...and then I worked an 8 hour shift which should have been a 6 hour, but I don't to talk about that...then I went to Aimee's last night because I am not a huge fan of spending a ton of time at my house this summer...mostly due to the fact that I don't enjoy my parents company...so anyway...I didn't get home at noon like I told mom I was going to be (but I didn't really tell her that but whatev) so now I have my car priveledges taken away...which prolly means I am not going anywhere for a while...and New Paltz called and ARG!! I am just so angry...why can't anyone communicate??? why is it always me who has to do everything...my stomach is in a knot, I feel sick, I am over tired, I want to cry, and I feel very very alone...I am not excited about Spain, I don't care if I go, I don't care about anything and I am so fuckin' tired of working my ass off and getting NOTHING in return...I NEED TIME TO BREATHE and I am not getting that from work, from mom, from anything...I just want to scream!!!!