new years!
New years wont be the same without you! I know i said i hate you i never could hate you. You sit there and let me take the blame for everything well your wrong. Your wrong to think this is my fault your wrong for lieing and most of all your wrong for letting me go. For you to say im the shady one for trying to go out and not think about things to try and make my self feel better is stupid. Im not wrong! I feel mean but at the same time look at the things ive gone through to keep up with you. I had fun last night except the whole ticket thing. Yeah it could have been worse alot worse. Im glad i got to spend time with some awsome kids. Tonight new years eve should be fun! My resolution is to lose more weight and respect myself a bit more! I guess i owe an appology to some people im not quit sure why i cant be friends with some people but im sorry what ever stop being shitty to me really i dont deserve it! Anyways im out