lettttttts daAAAnce
so i decided to say bye bye to stats. i was planning on dropping acting (like selena suggested), but i think i wanna stay in it after all because i'd feel too disconnected from theatre if i didnt... and i was thinking about it, and i'd rather do whats in my best interest as a person, and less of what will look the best on college apps.
because happiness comes first, right? its all about the here and now.
and i'm more of an english/language person anyway, and i think that'll pull more than a C+ grade in math
but thank you for your feed back! i very much appreciate your suggestions.
and i'll more than likely change my mind again anyway and plan for something else.. 'cause i tend to do that. (but at the moment i'm totally diggin' the current plan)
i was on time to school today, which started the day off nicely. i listened to john & jen on my way and i actually started to cry. in all honesty its probably more related to pms than anything else, but it just hit me how much fun i had. and for some reason, the first time we did it for an audience was really emotional for me and i dont think i'll ever forget--or have that feeling again. ben and i are not ready for it to be over with, we dont want to just throw it away and move on... but at least we have fullerton night as an excuse to keep practicing. not that thats anytime soon..
anyway-- acting was nice. didnt do much. lesley suggested that we try to get brunky to take some of people not in Wild Party to the Long Beach Festival just for kicks-- so we looked into that. but marinee overheard me telling selena about it and chewed me out infront of a group of people.. that was lovely.
but she sort of apologized during lunch about the whole thing, and i actually got to tell her what i'd wanted to say (but dared not to) that morning. so i felt much better. actually in a way she seemed like she was trying to make it up to me, which seemed pretty out of character. i was surprised.
joi and i were supposed to lead aerobics this week while labeta's in italy, but joi was sick so linda and i tried to do it on our own.. man oh man. she left us instructions to take the group on a walk around the campus perimeter twice, and a bunch of people skipped out and just came back for 2nd role call-- which made me feel like an ass (but i turned them in hardcore tattle tale style because they were pissing me off.) then we headed back to the dance room to do abs, which very few of them did. some of the girls told me it was nothing personal, that they just didnt get that it was my butt on the line-- they thought the sub was just being lazy and irresponsible. so yea. it'll be easier when joi is there on wednesday, she's way assertive.
i watched rehearsal after school and things seem to be progressing nicely.
looking forward to my duble-dose of ER tomorrow morning.
(btw, any mistakes i make on my enteries i cant go back and edit because i my computer doesnt let me stay logged in if i leave the open page.. its confusing.. but thats my excuse for weird errors)
whew.. i suddenly got very tiered.
quick notes!:
- Chris if i can round up people to go to fullerton i'm totally making you hang out with us!!
- the StaceyandLauren day request permitted and encouraged!
- OLI WHERE YOU AT?!
because happiness comes first, right? its all about the here and now.
and i'm more of an english/language person anyway, and i think that'll pull more than a C+ grade in math
but thank you for your feed back! i very much appreciate your suggestions.
and i'll more than likely change my mind again anyway and plan for something else.. 'cause i tend to do that. (but at the moment i'm totally diggin' the current plan)
i was on time to school today, which started the day off nicely. i listened to john & jen on my way and i actually started to cry. in all honesty its probably more related to pms than anything else, but it just hit me how much fun i had. and for some reason, the first time we did it for an audience was really emotional for me and i dont think i'll ever forget--or have that feeling again. ben and i are not ready for it to be over with, we dont want to just throw it away and move on... but at least we have fullerton night as an excuse to keep practicing. not that thats anytime soon..
anyway-- acting was nice. didnt do much. lesley suggested that we try to get brunky to take some of people not in Wild Party to the Long Beach Festival just for kicks-- so we looked into that. but marinee overheard me telling selena about it and chewed me out infront of a group of people.. that was lovely.
but she sort of apologized during lunch about the whole thing, and i actually got to tell her what i'd wanted to say (but dared not to) that morning. so i felt much better. actually in a way she seemed like she was trying to make it up to me, which seemed pretty out of character. i was surprised.
joi and i were supposed to lead aerobics this week while labeta's in italy, but joi was sick so linda and i tried to do it on our own.. man oh man. she left us instructions to take the group on a walk around the campus perimeter twice, and a bunch of people skipped out and just came back for 2nd role call-- which made me feel like an ass (but i turned them in hardcore tattle tale style because they were pissing me off.) then we headed back to the dance room to do abs, which very few of them did. some of the girls told me it was nothing personal, that they just didnt get that it was my butt on the line-- they thought the sub was just being lazy and irresponsible. so yea. it'll be easier when joi is there on wednesday, she's way assertive.
i watched rehearsal after school and things seem to be progressing nicely.
looking forward to my duble-dose of ER tomorrow morning.
(btw, any mistakes i make on my enteries i cant go back and edit because i my computer doesnt let me stay logged in if i leave the open page.. its confusing.. but thats my excuse for weird errors)
whew.. i suddenly got very tiered.
quick notes!:
- Chris if i can round up people to go to fullerton i'm totally making you hang out with us!!
- the StaceyandLauren day request permitted and encouraged!
- OLI WHERE YOU AT?!