i should have smiled in that picture
alright. so i'm not into this whole .. looking, feeling, and acting like a complete moron during rehearsal..gig. for the third day in a row, mom's asked "how did rehearsal go?" and i'm really sick of saying "it was .. okay.. i guess." so from when i got home up until 8 or so, i've been practicing. thinking. reading. reciting. trying every combination of phrasing i could think of.
and while trying to figure out a way to at least pretend i know what i'm doing up there, i ended up getting a way better understanding of my character. i think. well.. yea, we'll see. but hopefully there will be an improvement. please, oh please.
so fingers crossed.
other than that [significant] dilemma.. i'm diggin' it. i like cast a whole lot. we seem to get a little closer ever day. melissa (zorah) is a fun gal; she and i hit it off pretty well. we giggle a lot, and she likes it when i give her updates on "the cute kid"'s name-of-the-day. today it was Hunky McDreamboat. anyway, they're a nice bunch... but its not the same. :-\ i dont know...
so.. there's that. eh, i've just got kind of a lot on my plate these days. my grades started going down before winter break, so i have to focus more on my classes. and all that other junk outside of school is just getting to be a lot to handle. but we'll see how it goes.
but boy do i love my new found freedom. yay for drivers licenses.
i've parked on campus permit-less for 3 days now, and no ticket. i thought they checked that stuff(?)
and while trying to figure out a way to at least pretend i know what i'm doing up there, i ended up getting a way better understanding of my character. i think. well.. yea, we'll see. but hopefully there will be an improvement. please, oh please.
so fingers crossed.
other than that [significant] dilemma.. i'm diggin' it. i like cast a whole lot. we seem to get a little closer ever day. melissa (zorah) is a fun gal; she and i hit it off pretty well. we giggle a lot, and she likes it when i give her updates on "the cute kid"'s name-of-the-day. today it was Hunky McDreamboat. anyway, they're a nice bunch... but its not the same. :-\ i dont know...
so.. there's that. eh, i've just got kind of a lot on my plate these days. my grades started going down before winter break, so i have to focus more on my classes. and all that other junk outside of school is just getting to be a lot to handle. but we'll see how it goes.
but boy do i love my new found freedom. yay for drivers licenses.
i've parked on campus permit-less for 3 days now, and no ticket. i thought they checked that stuff(?)