Sep 07, 2004 07:29
Now that's a joke. Emotions even close to this subject have left me broken hearted. I think sometimes I'll always be alone and most tell me that's a common placed fear. I'm not really afraid of it, I'm getting close to actually liking the idea. No more misunderstood feelings, no more wanton looks, no more empty words. Just me.
Is it wrong to want people who don't want you back? I don't know much of guilt, and I rarely do things to warrant it. I've felt some lately. I feel like I betray a friend wanting something that isn't mine to have.
What do I do when they leave me to be alone again? What do I do when there is no one there. Hold me father for I have sinned, and the pain has made me too lame to stand on my own feet.