wait.

[hihoesilver]

am i really through with this all?
that doesnt seem like me at all.

this daily reminder of johan is tearing at my heart and i love her but hate the fact that hes not here to talk to me about everything. shit. this is so fucked up.

camp starts tomorrow.
i think im over it already to be honest.

i want the next year to come and go quickly.
i want to work.make money. and go see the world.

i am in such a rut.
boo.