*Sigh*
I promised I'd update my LJ after "Transformers" so... yeah, hehe. I've been thinking about a lot of things lately, but before they see a translation into the written language, I leave my journal with another promise.
I thought I'd do this instead, a meme from my friend RA ra912:
Paranoia meme.
List (20) things you want to say to people but know you never will. Don't say who they are.
Tag? Just do the meme if you want to.
It says 20, but I only have the energy for 10 right now.
1. If there are a few people outside my family I'd trust with my life, you'd be one of the first people on that list. I think I trust you that much. But there are some things you will not hear from me just yet.
2. For some reason, I think we're silently competing with each other, trying to outdo each other. Someday, someone's going to give. I'll try my best not to be the one. But you're a good person; I know.
3. I'd like to get to know you more; I think you're a good, sensible person. You're not too up in the clouds but neither are you too pragmatic.
4. I think I'd trust my life with you, too. You're a one of a kind friend. We never fail to make a meeting memorable.
5. You... You're too high up there already. I fear I can no longer reach you where you are. I feel like you've created a distance between us. I'm sorry, but I think you've gotten so full of yourself already. Sure, given what you are, it's almost inevitable. But I had some hopes for you. But I guess you don't need people like us anymore.
6. You're just like person 5. Too busy to spend time with the common folk, eh?
7. You're on my list of most trusted friends, too. And I wouldn't blink about trusting you with my life as well. You've always been so honest with me. But I'm afraid there are some things that I cannot tell you personally just yet.
8. You, though... I'm not really sure about the lot of you, actually. I don't know if I can trust you or not. I know the lies behind the smiles... I've seen it with my own eyes. I'm afraid I'll always be a cynic when it comes to you all.
9. I was wrong about you and I'm glad I was. More than meets the eye. But I find it difficult to tell you things. You may already know why.
10. Yes... I knew it all along.
I thought I'd do this instead, a meme from my friend RA ra912:
Paranoia meme.
List (20) things you want to say to people but know you never will. Don't say who they are.
Tag? Just do the meme if you want to.
It says 20, but I only have the energy for 10 right now.
1. If there are a few people outside my family I'd trust with my life, you'd be one of the first people on that list. I think I trust you that much. But there are some things you will not hear from me just yet.
2. For some reason, I think we're silently competing with each other, trying to outdo each other. Someday, someone's going to give. I'll try my best not to be the one. But you're a good person; I know.
3. I'd like to get to know you more; I think you're a good, sensible person. You're not too up in the clouds but neither are you too pragmatic.
4. I think I'd trust my life with you, too. You're a one of a kind friend. We never fail to make a meeting memorable.
5. You... You're too high up there already. I fear I can no longer reach you where you are. I feel like you've created a distance between us. I'm sorry, but I think you've gotten so full of yourself already. Sure, given what you are, it's almost inevitable. But I had some hopes for you. But I guess you don't need people like us anymore.
6. You're just like person 5. Too busy to spend time with the common folk, eh?
7. You're on my list of most trusted friends, too. And I wouldn't blink about trusting you with my life as well. You've always been so honest with me. But I'm afraid there are some things that I cannot tell you personally just yet.
8. You, though... I'm not really sure about the lot of you, actually. I don't know if I can trust you or not. I know the lies behind the smiles... I've seen it with my own eyes. I'm afraid I'll always be a cynic when it comes to you all.
9. I was wrong about you and I'm glad I was. More than meets the eye. But I find it difficult to tell you things. You may already know why.
10. Yes... I knew it all along.