La amistad
I wrote this on Allan's (ethnicans) journal:
[...] I think I've wasted too much time pretending to be an introvert. Maybe I'm just imagining I am one because now I see that I want to get to know more people. But [...] time is running out.
But the funny thing is this: I haven't been reaching out to other people. Instead, I'm trying to get to know my friends better [...]. I "know" who [my friends are] but I think I don't know as much as I ought to as a friend. Know what I mean? It's what I feel about all my CSA friends. I want to get to know all you guys better. I'd rather strengthen a friendship that's already established than to have a million more mere acquaintances.
Why do my more serious thoughts end up on other people's journals?
*sigh* This new insight on friends is another symptom of Senioritis...
[...] I think I've wasted too much time pretending to be an introvert. Maybe I'm just imagining I am one because now I see that I want to get to know more people. But [...] time is running out.
But the funny thing is this: I haven't been reaching out to other people. Instead, I'm trying to get to know my friends better [...]. I "know" who [my friends are] but I think I don't know as much as I ought to as a friend. Know what I mean? It's what I feel about all my CSA friends. I want to get to know all you guys better. I'd rather strengthen a friendship that's already established than to have a million more mere acquaintances.
Why do my more serious thoughts end up on other people's journals?
*sigh* This new insight on friends is another symptom of Senioritis...