Week Name/Date/Time: 'Sometimes You Just Can't Win' / Saturday, September 23rd, 2006 / 9:26 AM
Location: Penny and Thatcher's flat
Open To: Penny
Currently Involving: Isaac
Today was going to be the day. He was finally ready to tell Penny how he felt about her. Isaac wasn't even thinking about how she would react or what she would say in return. He
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Penny closed the door and trudged back over to Treasa after Isaac came in and picked her and the bottle back up and started feeding her again. When he asked if something had happened though, Penny nearly dropped the bottle. She didn't think that she looked as bad as she really did and she certainly didn't think she could be read that easily.
"No," she assured both Isaac and herself, "no, I'm fine." Readjusting Treasa and the bottle, she tried to give an encouraging smile to Isaaac even though she really couldn't get one to quite form.
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His body followed her but his eyes were pulled to look around the room to see the house in dire shambles, practically. If something had happened to Penny a week ago, where was Thatcher to take care of it? They were supposed to be helping each other since they were room mates and friends. This really didn't seem right, so he had to ask. "Where's Thatcher? At the Three Broomsticks?"
At this moment, Isaac was not impressed with Thatcher. He would want to beat him down if he walked into the house just now.
He took a seat on the arm of the couch and watched Penny as she fed the small baby girl in her arms. There was really no other place to sit and talking to Penny was what he came there to do so that was just a good place.
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He gave a simple nod in response about Thatcher, "That's too bad." It was a good thing actually as he had said before.
"No thanks. I just wanted to stop by to ask you something, but it's not important right now." What was he talking about? It was the most important thing in the world but he wasn't going to force it on her now. He didn't want to make it seem like he was taking advantage of her despite his lack of knowledge on the current situation.
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Isaac shook his head, "No it's alright. I don't want to say something and have you feel worse than you're not admitting to me now."
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"I don't think you could make me feel any worse even if you tried," Penny finally admitted. At least now she didn't have to try and hide how depressed and destroyed she really was. "Please just ask whatever you came here to ask."
Oh the irony in this situation. Had Penny really known what Isaac wanted to ask and that she'd truly be heart broken after he asked, she would have done what she wanted to in the first place. As it was, Penny refused to try and take any of her anger out on Isaac.
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The two of them had known each other since their first year, so Penny should have known by now that she couldn't hide her emotions from him. Isaac was the king of hiding his feelings. Maybe it would have been better if she just had told him to leave. It would have made things much easier on both of them for what he wanted to say.
Isaac huffed and looked down at his feet as he remained on the arm of the couch. She had asked and he figured that he might as well let her know now because she probably wouldn't let him leave without letting her hear it.
"Penny," he took a breath and then looked in her direction. He stood up because it felt more comfortable in this situation now. Isaac slowly strolled over to her, stopping immediately in front of her before he continued again, "What I came to say was.. you've been a good friend to me lately and I've felt so close to you. I've never felt so secure with anyone else than I do with you. I wanted to take you out sometime, exclusively."
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Isaac was getting disturbed by her silence. The longer she took to reply, the more irrational he became. He was having flashbacks of moments with one particular figure in his past that did that. He tried to promise himself that it would never happen again, though it looks like it just had.
For a moment all he could do was give a nod, but then a moment later his lips pursed and he spoke. "Can't you just tell me why now? I'm a big boy Penny. If you tell me, I'll understand."
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It wasn't his battle to fight anyways. While Penny might appreciate how much he cared for her and Treasa and how he'd probably be willing to avenge what had happened the other day, it wasn't him who really should have been getting revenge. Plus, Penny'd already taken care of Daniel with a couple hexes on him and his whores that were in his bedroom when she arrived.
"I know you'd understand but I'm just... afraid of what you might do," Penny said as she wiped away a few more tears. "Please don't give up hope though, I just need time." Penny knew how this probably all sounded to Isaac: like she thought she was above dating those of his blood status but that wasn't it at all.
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"I helped you deliver Treasa for Merlin's sake. But I guess you don't trust me then, right? I thought we were friends." He was definitely overreacting but he was too blind at the moment to see it. He didn't know the whole story. This was true, but Isaac didn't want to be alone anymore and he had thought that Penny would have been the one to be with him. He thought he had proved to her that he was a good guy. Now he just felt like he was eating his words.
Time? Right. They had all the time in the world but honestly Isaac didn't feel like waiting even though he agreed to wait.
"If you don't want me, then just say it..."
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"What are you talking about? I do trust you; more than you'd ever care to notice anyways! And since when aren't we friends?" Penny really wanted to slap Isaac right about now and tell him to get a grip. He was being completely irrational and talking out of his ass, making assumptions that weren't true and only getting her angrier and angrier.
Penny did want to be with Isaac. Eventually. Now just wasn't the time and the worst part about it all is that Penny didn't even want to explain why it wasn't the right time to ( ... )
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