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[higouhou]

school was pretty normal. after school i went to the eye doctors. she wants me to see a neurologist for my dizzy spells, espcially because my grandma on mom's side and my grandpa on dad's side had this one disease that the eye doctor thinks i might have. oh well, no big deal. also i have holes in my retina. so i might need to get lazer surgery of some kind. the eyedoctor wants me to see a retina specialist too. damnit, i was supposed to walk out with a pair of contacts ;_; i'll be getting those next friday though.

i'm really confused. i don't know what to do but you know what? fuck it. i've gotta start being honest with you all and furthermore myself.