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Okay...listen to my story, y0.
Erica and Shawn came over on Friday. That was pretty cool. We made pizza, Shawn wrote on the wall...we went up to my room and just chilled...then we went to the basement, took all the couch stuffing and put it in Erica's shirt. Hehe. XD Then we walked all the way to An's, they smoked at the park (But I didn't, 'cause I am sooo sXe XD!!!! I was joking with Erica about that, so I guess don't take me too seriously) and then we went over to An's. Shawn carried me on his back a little bit. That was cool 'cause nobody does. Then we went over to Erica's and just chilled. Then he went home. Then me and Erica planned to play Barbies, so we set them up...but Shawn called, I layed down, and fell asleep.
Now today, Erica and I did nothing until 3. Then we went over to Max's which I felt bad for 'cause I had no clue who Max was, LOL. We ate supper, played with a light up lego dildo...lmfao XD And Shawn and Max were talking about how they were gonna make this poor little boy who looked scared moan their names with pleasure...haha gay boys. XD Then we went to the VFW? We were gonna walk their, but we saw some guy loading up with band equipment, so we asked if he was goign and he said that he could take us. So there was NO room...I had to sit on Max's lap and Erica had to sit on Shawn's. Then we got there...it was awsome. Well, all the bands were. But we were THE ONLY four people moving at all. We jumped, moshed, and humped each other...XD; And Shawn threw a fit...I don't wanna talk about that. It made me cry. ;_; He was so upset...I guess things are all right now though so that's pretty cool. Anyway...Max made out with me. I was too shocked to pull away, really. And now he wants to ask me out, so says Erica who said Shawn told her but wasn't supposed to tell me. And I don't wanna go out with him, not really. I feel kinda uncomfortable around him. Sure he's awsome but I don't think I want him as a boyfriend. *sigh* So now...I'm really upset. I know I'm gonna say now, but how is another thing.
Now Erica and I are just sitting here...I'm really fucking sleepy and pretty fucking bored, too.
You have no idea, how hard I try to make you see..but you just turn away...quit confusing me, there's no shame in saying, that you don't love me, that you don't love me, and I think I hate you too. o_O;
Erica and Shawn came over on Friday. That was pretty cool. We made pizza, Shawn wrote on the wall...we went up to my room and just chilled...then we went to the basement, took all the couch stuffing and put it in Erica's shirt. Hehe. XD Then we walked all the way to An's, they smoked at the park (But I didn't, 'cause I am sooo sXe XD!!!! I was joking with Erica about that, so I guess don't take me too seriously) and then we went over to An's. Shawn carried me on his back a little bit. That was cool 'cause nobody does. Then we went over to Erica's and just chilled. Then he went home. Then me and Erica planned to play Barbies, so we set them up...but Shawn called, I layed down, and fell asleep.
Now today, Erica and I did nothing until 3. Then we went over to Max's which I felt bad for 'cause I had no clue who Max was, LOL. We ate supper, played with a light up lego dildo...lmfao XD And Shawn and Max were talking about how they were gonna make this poor little boy who looked scared moan their names with pleasure...haha gay boys. XD Then we went to the VFW? We were gonna walk their, but we saw some guy loading up with band equipment, so we asked if he was goign and he said that he could take us. So there was NO room...I had to sit on Max's lap and Erica had to sit on Shawn's. Then we got there...it was awsome. Well, all the bands were. But we were THE ONLY four people moving at all. We jumped, moshed, and humped each other...XD; And Shawn threw a fit...I don't wanna talk about that. It made me cry. ;_; He was so upset...I guess things are all right now though so that's pretty cool. Anyway...Max made out with me. I was too shocked to pull away, really. And now he wants to ask me out, so says Erica who said Shawn told her but wasn't supposed to tell me. And I don't wanna go out with him, not really. I feel kinda uncomfortable around him. Sure he's awsome but I don't think I want him as a boyfriend. *sigh* So now...I'm really upset. I know I'm gonna say now, but how is another thing.
Now Erica and I are just sitting here...I'm really fucking sleepy and pretty fucking bored, too.
You have no idea, how hard I try to make you see..but you just turn away...quit confusing me, there's no shame in saying, that you don't love me, that you don't love me, and I think I hate you too. o_O;