you only live once

[higiiirlface]

im starting to gain a lot of confidence
im not going to lie
its really hard at first
but im actually loving myself.
i love it.
im going to be more of a happy person
all the time.
i was with someone who was always in a bad mood
and they just showed me that
its so much of a waste of time.
i loved going to the street fair with my cousin
and boyfriend
i love my cousin edwarrrd a lot.
hes one of my best friends
i love my family a lot.
and even my dad who recently made me feel like the worst
daughter everrrr but thats okay i still love him
'i just dont like much of what he says and does
logan and i walked out on a check during dinner on fri
but it was a total accident nobody noticed not even us
i felt so baddddd hahahahaaaaaa but it was funny.
life iss so much bettter when you laugh things off
fuckkkkkk being angry sad nervous scared
hella yea to the happy loved excited optimistic
i m so happy and for once in my life
its because of meeeeeeeeee
love love love love