should i smile b/c were friends, or cry cus that's all u'll ever be?
I don't know what i was thinking?
Smile?
DEATH!
Micheal Jackson!
Aww..don't i look innocent?
School was amusing today! The only interesting thing was the pep ralley. Booty dancing w/ Stone.. so hot! Hard x Core dancing with Allison, Farrah, and Heather. Asian dancing with the best viet girl, Jenny! Woop woop! Ahhh, today i failed my driver's ed test?..Uhh...i dunno how i could of ?? Ahhhhh I feel like ive been defeated! And how my friends are like, "Jessica is sumthing wrong?/.Ur quiet?" I know..is that a first.. me quiet??? I just didn't have the endorphins to talk and do that that crazee shit!
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Teach: Cj, would u give me a generlization of the Sotry Boys and Girls?
CJ: Boys are...
Me: (SHOUTS) EVIL!
Robert: That's not true, were not evil.
Me: Ohh yeah! Ya'll are stupid!
Gawd do i hate them cocky-stupid-i-just-wanna-bitch-slap-them-jock-football-players!!!! There soo immature and like think there soo that..when there not! So annoying..CJ is like the only normal yet cool guy there..and all of them..are so two-faced! Guys! Who needs them? All the do is lie, cheat,and steal!
Another thing is i feel like im bipolar? I seriously do think i do! I am always moody..or so changable! One min. happy.. then sad.. depressed.. quiet, happy, sad for no reason. easy upsetted? For sum of the times i have no reason for why im that way.. its just like i am? And no im not a typical one who is all into death and suicidle! So don't be thinknig im crazee..cus im not! Ahhhh! I dunno..i am mad..cus i have to work til 7 and missing Scot's thing at the Olive Garden, and cna't go to the game, well i could but everyone is gonna be there, by the time im off! Maybe ill stay home and watch 80's flicks???? I dunno? 2 much for me anyways! holla bak at meh later! 678-7576 if u wanna do sumthing? 642-0088 if im not home.. and 678-1667: my work if u still are up to sumthing! if they ask who u are.. say if ur a guy ur my bro or if ur a girl ur my grandma or mom or if all else fails! leave a number!
<3!