Nov 11, 2003 19:52
Fuck. I thought this bullshit was over. I guess not. This was probably the worst night since a few months ago. Why the fuck does my mom hate me so much? Am I really that bad of a kid? I don't think I even did anything wrong. Who knows though? Maybe I'm so awful I'm just blind to it. Memories are just soaring back from my childhood. I can't stand it. I don't know what to do anymore. I guess all I can do is sit and wait for it to just go away. I wish it would go away already. Fuck.