im a dedicated kind of person.

[highschoolrumor]

im sick of people hurting me..
im sick of making someone my priority when they only make me an option.
im sick of having a big heart that isnt whole.
im sick of not knowing.
im sick of unanswered questions and unweighted conversations.
im sick of being ignored.
im sick of love.
im sick of not being what you want.
im sick of being what you want.
im sick of you not realizing how fucking amazing i am.
im sick of not getting that chance.
im sick of being such a determined person.
im sick of having the mindset to make someone so fucking happy, but not being able to find someone who will make me just as happy.
im sick of wanting to make you happy.
im sick of wanting only you.
im sick of how im not really sick of it.
im sick of life and all its little surprises.
this is my last resort.
ive pulled the trigger and the nightmare stops here.