the sun will come out tomorrow...
today was a pretty good day.
the less i worry, the more i feel better.
if you dont take the time to be with me, then why should i still try?
anyways..
had a good day at school. it was superb!
after school rose and sheilladee picked me up and we went to tropical smoothie.
deliiiiiish. then they dropped me off at school for like 10 min. so i could take a test i missed when i had to go to the doctors.
then we went to scoop up rachel and headed to the mall so rose could get her haircut. and she did by this neat gay man. he was nice. kinda. haha
then i ran into the love of my liiiife<3
patrick! and he informed me about going to ringdance with him!!! im so excited about going to tallwoods ringdance with him and alittle nervous.
but i know its gonna be AWESOME. we're gonna make everyone jealous with our super neat dance moves =)
haha. anyways i love that kid.
after that we went to wendys, then to the hickory highschool parking lot so we could drive sheilla's manual car. it was silly.
then headed over to rose's and watched tv.
there was definitely more to the day but i dont really feel like sharing.
it was fun and i was happy.
i love my friends.
i love my whole outlook on things.
think positive never negative.
never bring negative into your reality
im starting to get back to the way i use to be, happy.
but first...
it hurts to think that its really over.
it hurts to see that you really moved on with someone else.
it hurts thinking that i could never be that someone else anymore.
it hurts knowing that you wouldnt want me to be that person.
it hurts knowing that i wouldve given you the world.
it hurts knowing that im just another one of you're "has beens"
it hurts to still love you, when i tell myself i dont.
it hurts knowing that im a fuckup, but you played ur part too.
it hurts thinking like this, so im not anymore.
i just want this bad dream to end and for it to all be over....♥
the less i worry, the more i feel better.
if you dont take the time to be with me, then why should i still try?
anyways..
had a good day at school. it was superb!
after school rose and sheilladee picked me up and we went to tropical smoothie.
deliiiiiish. then they dropped me off at school for like 10 min. so i could take a test i missed when i had to go to the doctors.
then we went to scoop up rachel and headed to the mall so rose could get her haircut. and she did by this neat gay man. he was nice. kinda. haha
then i ran into the love of my liiiife<3
patrick! and he informed me about going to ringdance with him!!! im so excited about going to tallwoods ringdance with him and alittle nervous.
but i know its gonna be AWESOME. we're gonna make everyone jealous with our super neat dance moves =)
haha. anyways i love that kid.
after that we went to wendys, then to the hickory highschool parking lot so we could drive sheilla's manual car. it was silly.
then headed over to rose's and watched tv.
there was definitely more to the day but i dont really feel like sharing.
it was fun and i was happy.
i love my friends.
i love my whole outlook on things.
think positive never negative.
never bring negative into your reality
im starting to get back to the way i use to be, happy.
but first...
it hurts to think that its really over.
it hurts to see that you really moved on with someone else.
it hurts thinking that i could never be that someone else anymore.
it hurts knowing that you wouldnt want me to be that person.
it hurts knowing that i wouldve given you the world.
it hurts knowing that im just another one of you're "has beens"
it hurts to still love you, when i tell myself i dont.
it hurts knowing that im a fuckup, but you played ur part too.
it hurts thinking like this, so im not anymore.
i just want this bad dream to end and for it to all be over....♥