Nate.
Nate frustrates me beyond belief. Seriously. When I see that boy I feel some horrid combination of downheartedness and rejection that is enough to put me into a coma of any positive intelligent thought.
How can someone lead such a depressing life? How can he not see that there is more, so much more of this world he's never imagined??
God, I hate this town. No one here has vision, has any inspiration to get out. It's like theres a brick wall circling this county and no one is brave enough to climb it, no one has the courage to escape and become what the world is waiting for.
This past week has broke my heart in so many ways. But it's also smothered my spirit, made me lose my hopes and dreams that just two weeks ago carried me so far.
=(
Also, it's a Friday night and I can't find a single thing to do.
How can someone lead such a depressing life? How can he not see that there is more, so much more of this world he's never imagined??
God, I hate this town. No one here has vision, has any inspiration to get out. It's like theres a brick wall circling this county and no one is brave enough to climb it, no one has the courage to escape and become what the world is waiting for.
This past week has broke my heart in so many ways. But it's also smothered my spirit, made me lose my hopes and dreams that just two weeks ago carried me so far.
=(
Also, it's a Friday night and I can't find a single thing to do.