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Rip it out
Rip out my fucking heart
Rip it open and use it as a rag
Destroy every semblance of my being
Make me the third wheel
Use me as an unrelated entity
And then leave me out to dry in the end
My feelings are not important it seems
Just use me and abuse me
Let me fulfill my purpose
As your fucking doormat
Your plaything
I don't need it anymore
Just rend my chest open
Pluck it out
And devour it
I have no use for it
Give me the strength to scream aloud
To let loose the intense pain
The anger
The frustration
I can feel it
The dark black cloud of worthlessness
Emotional catharsis
Pour out my soul onto the ground
And let it wash away
Run off into the stream of sewage and filth
Adulterate my very self
I don't need it anymore
Take away this cup
Take away this pain
Take away this anguish
Take it away
Heal my mind
Heal my soul
Make me sane again
Make me what I never was
A normal mentally healthy person
Fix this blight
Fix me