Aug 29, 2007 01:26
So since i haven't written in this thing for months now i figured ill update people on my life soo far.
I have a new boyfriend now. His name is Anthony but we like to call him lil frodo lol. he's 20, my height, works in HVAC, and lives in my area. Its almost 5 months now and everything with us is just ehh. We barely see each other. As of now I havent seen him in 3 days. i get one phone call a day and it doesnt last very long. He has a very busy schedule. Work till 5pm, mondays and tuesdays are usually probation days (dont worry its nothing horrible lol) and then you gotta squeeze the gym and working on his car into that also. Idk a lot of times I dont think he has any time for me but honestly what are you gonna do.
My past is creeping slowly but surely back into my life and i dont know what to do about it. I dont want him to go completely out of my life but i want to keep him far away.
for the past year,I pretty much worked my life away. Every boy i encounterd in my life i thought they would make a great boyfriend but they really werent i just had this empty void that needed to be filled and i thought that random boys could fill it. Then thats when i discovered the boys who just wanna get inside your pants because your hott.
On a good note. Im starting beauty school Sept 10th. I realized all i need in life are close friends and a goal in life and you'll be set. Boys are secondary or just accessories lol