Jul 19, 2005 23:03
so iam sitting here right now thinking alot, well mostly on how much i miss trisha. I mean come on in the past 5 months i think theres only been three days we havent seen eachother, not by choice. I love this girl so much, the first time i seen her i was messed up on some shit and all i can remember from that night was how soft her hair was. But the second time i seen her i was a little more sober and man o man all i remember is that cute smile and those beautiful blue eyes. didnt really talk awhole lot but i did get to take the ride home with her, by trhis time i was messed up again but i did get some digits score to the fucked up kid lol o and got to pet her hair again.
then theres a date i cant forget FEB 14 V-day about a week prior i was talkin with trisha hittin around to see what she had goin on for v-day she didnt have anything goin on and neither did i so i figured what a great way to get to know her a little better. so figured i get off work a lil early clean up have time to realx a little nope didnt happen worked overtime and had like no time to get ready i was a lil late only 15-20mins. she looked beautiful went to dinner and a movie it was alot of fun. after that night seeing that beautiful smile i knew i wanted her. the tricky part was doin it but i did it and iam so happy now.
this parts for trisha:
trisha on v-day i dunno if you noticed i was so nervous shakin in my boots. I know the first few months were hard on you and me both I just didnt want to see you get hurt anymore thats why i backed off but my heart couldnt keep you off my mind. but now that we're together iam so happy when ever my day is goin shitty all i have to do is think about you and it gets better but seeing thats what i do most of the day my days go very well. during the day i drift off and i think about you and i get a smile on my face and a few tears to the eyes cuz iam so happy to be with you I love you so much words cant even begin to explain how much I love you. if i have to sum it up in one word that word would be AMAZING. Every second i get to spend with you i love it, even if its goin to the barn or your horse shows or even the flea market call me wierd but i love doin all those things anywayz its all cuz i get to see you and when your ridin and you look over at me and give me that cute smile i get all tinggly inside I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TRISHA