"Make me better..."

May 25, 2005 17:03

so what a very non-thrilling, non-adventurous couple of days i have been having. well now a part of that is due to my health and this cold that has decided to take over my body. thats a sure fire way to slow a person down, but when that person isn't really goin that fast as it was then well they do practically nothing. so we've established that i have a cold now what else is going on in her wonderful live you ask, hmmm... pretty much NOTHING! yep thats right NOTHING.

okay well i can't honestly say nothing and be accurate about that one. well the water-park opened last sat. which is something but is now closed for the week and doesn't officially open for everyday until this sat. last sat was quite chaotic with all the new guards understanding their positions and rotation and the returners refreshing their memories. lets just say the first day is always rough. luckily for me they sent me home early cause i was an extra and they heard i was up at 5 in the morning. even my manager was like go home and get some sleep. works for me! sunday wasn't too bad either... correction i take that back. Angel and I got sent to admissions! WTF!!! why us?? and what did we do all day... scan peoples season passes to see if they had been validated so they could get their new season pass. this was clearly un professionalism on kings island parks. there were 10 stations for customers to get their picture taking for their pass and 8 of those stations were all lifeguards. 1) we don't know what we're doing so we can't answer questions. 2) this isn't where we were hired to work and or trained. 3) we're dressed differently... REALLY DIFFERENTLY: short short shorts, t-shirts and flip-flops, compared to the Khakis, polo shirts, and tennis shoes. I'm i see a big difference here! not too mention customers kept asking me if i was in line... i was like um no i work here. and then to top it off the associates over there aren't nice to us. for one thing we're helping them out when they were shorthanded so they should be VERY thankful we're there. ugh... thus i hate working over in the hard park!! and for the total of 8 hours i worked this past sat./sun. i worked maybe 3 of those hours at the actual job i was hired and trained for.

well before those two days i got to take a trip to wisconsin and visit Ricky. thus me loving my mom's job. the whole thing was very last min and well i had a few days off work so decided to make a trip since well i won't be seeing him till probably july now. oh no a whole month... i know it shouldn't be that bad and i should get over it... but its tough. its tough that i go without seeing him for a month, and at the same time not seeing one of my best friends for a good three months. the two people i did everything with. but the summer will go by quickly and everyone will be back to school with all new drama and fun times to be had. hehe

Being home is so different and yet difficult for me. for most of you your home is where you grew up and spent most of your lives so its good to go back. for me that place was tampa, so when i leave and come here its really different. i feel like the only things worth coming here for are my family, my house (cause i love it), and a few friends. other than that i feel like i've moved all over again. most of the people here who i went to high school with have been life long friends with each other and when they get back together nothing has changed. for me... i only knew them for 4 years, some less than that. and i feel like the new kid who just moved into town. makes me think and wonder, exactly where is my place? where am i supposed to be? my family is here, i feel most at home in tampa, but then again i don't at times. i don't know. and then you think to side with where your family is... but my family has been going through things lately. possibly stuff that has always been around but i was too young and blind to see. really makes your mind think about a lot of things, and well just wishing you could get back to your childhood days with nothing really mattered and you never worried, and you felt safe. haha this is what sitting on your ass does to you... or to me at least. it makes me think, and wonder, and worry. my specialty.

okay so i've made this long enough and well ended it thoughtfully?? i don't know... just been my mood as of late. hopefully once the season (the water-park) opens up fully and i'm in that routine things will begin to look up. until then i'm gonna work on making immune system healthier and to avoid anymore illnesses the rest of the summer. hope everyone is doing well and enjoying there summer. i love you all and miss you! bu byes!!
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