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wow i havent updated this in a really long time where should i begin. well first off we went to the second round playoffs and then lost to lake orion who beat us twice this year. i hate lake orion so much i will do anything to beat them next year. then of course powerlifting started up which is sweet but kinda gay considering i cant bench for 2 months b/c i fucked up my chest and what not at the end of the football season. then of course there is my girlfreind dannielle who i love so freakin much. i never thought i could find somone like her or even close to her but im happy i did . cept im a idiot i always try to push ppl away and i can feel myself doin it agian and i dont want that to happin at all. i dont get me sometimes b.c it seems like everytime i fall more madly inlove with her a couple days later it feels like im goin to push her away and i dont kno how to get rid of that feeling . i just wish it would go away i really do. i cant stand it anymore. and i kno it probably worries her when i say stuff like this but i dont kno how else to deal wiht it. maybe i should just keep it inside like everything else but i just dont think it will stay inside.all i kno is that i will not let myself break up wiht her just b.c im an idoit so ill just have to get over this and work it out.i love her more then anything else before. if anyone has advise or and idea or anything i would like it if u could comment it would help me out alot. but yea this is kinda werid me sayin wuts on my mind and shit but owell what r u goin to do . i guess not say it from now on.im out