Oct 30, 2005 01:43
The post I wrote a few hours ago has gone to a better place - one that a human eye can never read it again. Its bottom line remains (for the meanwhile) but somehow I don't feel comfortable with it on the "internet"
I find that it happens to me quite a lot. I write a whole post and then decide it's too boring or personal, or stupid and decide to scratch it. Even when I do get something decent, it's usually rather private, and then posting it really makes no sense.
Some say that I think too much before posting. I think I don't think about it enough. If I had, that last post would not have seen the light of day. Not only because it's bad writing and a poor attempt at being creative, but mainly because I have not yet fully comprehended that writing here is not like whining to a friend about something -- and there are still a few things that should happen before I can announce to the world (as if it cares) what it is I am or am not doing this coming Icon.
God help me, I'm not even making sense to myself.
pointless babble,
personal moments