but when my loneliness is through, I'm gonna find another you
Aah... nothing like John Mayer for a cold winter day of sitting on your fat arse and wallowing in self pity. Why are his songs so sad? Dang.
I am finally closing that door now, and yet it makes me feel like I'm drowning in my own anger and riding on my own emotional rollercoaster. Funny how someone can still do that to you after all that's happened. You'd think it would be easier to give up when you've been so angry, when you are so goddamn angry...
But I know better now. and I'm gonna put all my faith in the universe working itself out. Maybe, just maybe, it'll be okay in the end...
I'm in repair
I'm not together but I'm getting there...
I am finally closing that door now, and yet it makes me feel like I'm drowning in my own anger and riding on my own emotional rollercoaster. Funny how someone can still do that to you after all that's happened. You'd think it would be easier to give up when you've been so angry, when you are so goddamn angry...
But I know better now. and I'm gonna put all my faith in the universe working itself out. Maybe, just maybe, it'll be okay in the end...
I'm in repair
I'm not together but I'm getting there...