I heard it's modern to be stupid.
Wow okay so, I officially suck at this life thing. And this LJ thing. But who cares about the first one, right? As I type this, I am also going through my F-list and ohmygoodness there has been sooooo many entries that I should have read AND commented on! I am terrible. So I will be doing that instead of studying for my last exam or thinking about how I suck at life. Oh procrastination, how I've missed you so.
Dad just told me that he's going to Canberra for a meeting and will be gone until Monday morning, and then he handed me a $50 note. I guess he thinks it'll last me 'till then. How very wrong he is. Hm, just thought I'd share that.
Lately, I've been way too mellow for my own good. It feels like I've been on holidays forever, when in fact it hasn't even begun yet. So I've been in a "I should go out and do all the crazy shit teenagers do while on holiday, but I really shouldn't because I'd feel guilty about not studying" state. I ended up doing absolutely nothing and felt absolutely guilty. SAY NO TO STRESS, is what I'm trying to do right now. It is not working. =(
I have come to the spectacular conclusion that "really nice" people are something else too: they are FAKE. Maybe it's not everyone, just those few I've known in the past as well as now, and I've only discovered their true colours. It annoys the heck out of me, please get yourself out of my life NOW. And then there are those who are all degrees of amazing and you wonder why you're not better friends with them even though you've known them for ages. I really want to re/connect with some people, see them more, hang out and talk, do things together as friends etc. But it's going to be a challenge. Dang. Why is it that some friendships will simply fall into your laps and just as easily fall back out, while others are so reluctant to happen? Frustrating, blarghhhhh. I really want to make it happen though, and I have 3 months to do it. I am on a mission, hurrah. =)
It's only on LJ that I can talk myself into random things. Weirdddddddddd.
So many people are suffering these days. I won't pretend to understand what it's like going through so much pain and hurt, but I do know one thing: we all recover in the end. Time is everything, and it will bring you the closure you need. It doesn't matter if you can't see the light at the end of this slow and agonising tunnel, because I can. And I will be your eyes and a shoulder to lean on until you get there... <3
Blahblahblahblahblah, yeah I'm sure y'all don't actually care about my musings. Oh well. SKIP SKIP SKIP THIS. Goodbye.
Dad just told me that he's going to Canberra for a meeting and will be gone until Monday morning, and then he handed me a $50 note. I guess he thinks it'll last me 'till then. How very wrong he is. Hm, just thought I'd share that.
Lately, I've been way too mellow for my own good. It feels like I've been on holidays forever, when in fact it hasn't even begun yet. So I've been in a "I should go out and do all the crazy shit teenagers do while on holiday, but I really shouldn't because I'd feel guilty about not studying" state. I ended up doing absolutely nothing and felt absolutely guilty. SAY NO TO STRESS, is what I'm trying to do right now. It is not working. =(
I have come to the spectacular conclusion that "really nice" people are something else too: they are FAKE. Maybe it's not everyone, just those few I've known in the past as well as now, and I've only discovered their true colours. It annoys the heck out of me, please get yourself out of my life NOW. And then there are those who are all degrees of amazing and you wonder why you're not better friends with them even though you've known them for ages. I really want to re/connect with some people, see them more, hang out and talk, do things together as friends etc. But it's going to be a challenge. Dang. Why is it that some friendships will simply fall into your laps and just as easily fall back out, while others are so reluctant to happen? Frustrating, blarghhhhh. I really want to make it happen though, and I have 3 months to do it. I am on a mission, hurrah. =)
It's only on LJ that I can talk myself into random things. Weirdddddddddd.
So many people are suffering these days. I won't pretend to understand what it's like going through so much pain and hurt, but I do know one thing: we all recover in the end. Time is everything, and it will bring you the closure you need. It doesn't matter if you can't see the light at the end of this slow and agonising tunnel, because I can. And I will be your eyes and a shoulder to lean on until you get there... <3
Blahblahblahblahblah, yeah I'm sure y'all don't actually care about my musings. Oh well. SKIP SKIP SKIP THIS. Goodbye.