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Jun 28, 2005 03:17

as time goes on you feel your daily routines, memories, experiences, slip away from you.
you want to catch up, feel all that nostalgia that you associate with contentment.
"don't change'-
but its inevitable, impermanent.
your current loves, past loves, future loves will find someone else.
"love" after all is a manifestation of your own neurotic needs being fulfilled in someone else. love is draining, selfish, ephemeral. so drain the one you care about. suck them dry of everything they have, taste the marrow of happiness that you have, in turn, bled from that person.
go on fulfilling your brief, intermittent desires to love and be loved
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your preconceptions of how you view yourself will dissolve after your Mind realizes that your perception of self and body is entirely false.
false because it is completely reliant on senses. your sense of something (through sight, taste, touch, sound) manifests that object and creates it's reality. you believe it to be tangible. it is not tangible to someone who is not present to sense it and believe it to be real. therefore sense is inconsistent, unreliable, part of the illusion world.
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realize time is endless and has been, will be, and will continue to be forever in the infinite. you'll realize it's alright because it always has been. the Way is completely self-pervasive.
it's a horrible trick for any single person, religion, or society, to condition its contituents and spew lies of individuality, impermanence, sensation-related thinking. when Truth, Connection, Endlessness are real, though they are so seemingly intangible.
become complacently detached from your sentient life and false conceptions of reality that have plagued you since the burden of "consciousness", "guilt", and "individuality".
you were once enlightened, before you were aware of your seemingly individual existence (in the womb, tranquil and understanding of everything in emptiness and nothing, and will return to that state in due "time".
deny your senses until they cease to exist and achieve true tranquility of thought liberated from the suffering of the senses.
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