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so here's my plan for the rest of the year and next;
things have been all over the place and i am at a cross roads. i tried to leap forward in one direction of getting a place in sydney with a lockup garage where i have a top job lined up looking after bank server computers running solaris, AIX and unix, while on weekends and days off building my custom choppers. this hasnt fallen through and it is still viable but basically i feel like i am selling my soul to corporations for money while my dream takes second place.
instead i have a 150k property right here where i live where i can get a decent shed built to work directly on my custom choppers, while i take part time work locally in bowral fixing computers for local companies.
this second choice looks more viable and it's cheaper in the long run. i still get to look after my folks and run the farm and i have all the comforts of home. and i dont have to rely upon anyone but myself. i like to control my own destiny, my fate is what i make and i never did like to place my future in some one else's hands where they always inevitably let me down.
i would have loved living in sydney to be closer to the crowds and that still will one day possible after i become a success here.
things have been all over the place and i am at a cross roads. i tried to leap forward in one direction of getting a place in sydney with a lockup garage where i have a top job lined up looking after bank server computers running solaris, AIX and unix, while on weekends and days off building my custom choppers. this hasnt fallen through and it is still viable but basically i feel like i am selling my soul to corporations for money while my dream takes second place.
instead i have a 150k property right here where i live where i can get a decent shed built to work directly on my custom choppers, while i take part time work locally in bowral fixing computers for local companies.
this second choice looks more viable and it's cheaper in the long run. i still get to look after my folks and run the farm and i have all the comforts of home. and i dont have to rely upon anyone but myself. i like to control my own destiny, my fate is what i make and i never did like to place my future in some one else's hands where they always inevitably let me down.
i would have loved living in sydney to be closer to the crowds and that still will one day possible after i become a success here.