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[highkingingwe]

*wakes up in the night*

*feels like complete and utter shit*

*goes downstairs to his study with a great deal of difficulty*

*smokes and broods and waits for the sun to rise*

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[_kementari]

;_;

[highkingingwe]

:(

[_kementari]

Are you okay?

[highkingingwe]

Sore but okay.

How's Ilaya?

[_kementari]

Pretty embarassed.

I... I told her about us. She had to know. *awkward*

[highkingingwe]

*nods* I understand, really.

*closes his eyes* She's a sweet kid, Yavanna. I would never ever have laid a finger on her.

[_kementari]

*swallows dryly* I believe you.

[highkingingwe]

How reassuring. :\ :(

*sighs* Ignore me. I'm just feeling sorry for myself.

[_kementari]

*rubs her face* Yesterday I saw Ilaya crying because her father frightened her. Then Aulë saying that he'd seen... *waves hands vaguely* And that he'd hurt you. ;_;

I'm sorry. I wasn't prepared for it.

*touches your hand* :(

[highkingingwe]

*snorts* *winces*

I wasn't prepared for it either.

*takes your hand* :( Eru, you're happy now, Yavanna, you should be happy. I don't want to be the one to destroy that.

[_kementari]

*tears up* So are you. You should be too.

[highkingingwe]

*tears up too, erudammit*

:( *puts his arms around you and gives you a gentle hug* If we're happy, we should probably stop crying.

[_kementari]

*hugs you back gently*

I know... Oh Eru, I never expected anything like this. :(

[highkingingwe]

Look, don't worry about me. Go back to Aule and Ilaya. They're your priorities and that's as it should be. Let them make you smile again.

[_kementari]

*squeezes your hand* Of course I worry. You're my friend, it's my right. ...Especially when it's a whomping. :S

Aulë feels pretty wrecked over this too. He wants to apologize and make it right. :(

[highkingingwe]

*sighs*

He needn't bother. Tell him I'm really grateful for all the work he put into fixing the Mindon but he needn't worry about apologising to me.