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First of all, I love talking to ppl I havnt talked to in a while. Its a good feeling.
But I hate when good days end up not so good.
I woke up, drove over to Ryans, went back to sleep. Then ..... we ended up jumping in the pool. It was refreshing. Oh then at 5 I went to work. Everything was enjoyable. It seemed like another perfect day.
What made the day not so hot started with someone yet again forgetting we were going to hang out. Usually I dont let it get to me and i usually dont say anything. But this time I said something. And doing so made me feel extremely "needy". And I really dont like needy ppl. So all in all I annoyed that someone even more.
And earlier today I left my jeep top at Ryans. So driving home from work tonight was extremly chilly. Ugh.
Another thing, I dont know if I like when ppl say "ill miss you", or "i miss you". Most of the time it sounds so fake. When ever I say it, I mean it. I guess I just want to be genuinlly missed.
And when im with a certain someone, sometimes I feel so close and conected to them. Then other times I feel like "just another girl". boo.
I guess if you made it this far in the entry, congrats.
Sry im complaining and that im needy.
But I hate when good days end up not so good.
I woke up, drove over to Ryans, went back to sleep. Then ..... we ended up jumping in the pool. It was refreshing. Oh then at 5 I went to work. Everything was enjoyable. It seemed like another perfect day.
What made the day not so hot started with someone yet again forgetting we were going to hang out. Usually I dont let it get to me and i usually dont say anything. But this time I said something. And doing so made me feel extremely "needy". And I really dont like needy ppl. So all in all I annoyed that someone even more.
And earlier today I left my jeep top at Ryans. So driving home from work tonight was extremly chilly. Ugh.
Another thing, I dont know if I like when ppl say "ill miss you", or "i miss you". Most of the time it sounds so fake. When ever I say it, I mean it. I guess I just want to be genuinlly missed.
And when im with a certain someone, sometimes I feel so close and conected to them. Then other times I feel like "just another girl". boo.
I guess if you made it this far in the entry, congrats.
Sry im complaining and that im needy.