im not in the mood for a lj cut, sorry.
FRIDAY: ross had to go to the doctors in the morning, and so instead of just doing nothing and sitting in his apt all day, i went out and walked to the toyota dealership across the st. its then that i found out what kinda car im gonna get next. theres these new brand of cars called Scion's, www.scion.com and well anyways so far theyre only selling them in ca, but soon theyre gonna introduce them to the east coast, theyre extremely good on gas, and theyre kinda small, but theyre nice as shit, and theyre cheap. the one i want the xA, is like a tiny Toyota Matrix. but better on gas, and cheaper, its about 13,000. soo anyways.
i got back and ross had screwed up the plans with michelle *his exwife* to see my susan *their daughter* so then i was stuck with him again for a good while, we were supposed to go grocery shopping, and considering i didnt want to go grocery shopping because, Its way too annoying to go out in public with him , i took extra extra extra long on the errands we ran before we went shopping, so we went back so he could get to bible study, and i could go to the party i was gonna go to.
my friend cindy picked me up and we went to her boyfriends house in oceanside where they had a party, i got really really really really drunk. and it was a good thing, that was the only way i could cope with the fucking people there. it was insane, they made the people on the OC look realistic, and then i realized that the people on the OC are realistic i had just forgotten what it was like to live there. i got in a fight with this samoan guy, because he said he was from "the ghetto" i asked him where he was from and he said san marcos, like in a mexican accent like he was a thug, and keep in mind this guy is asian. and well look at san marcos
http://www.ci.san-marcos.ca.us/I argued back saying that is not a ghetto, blah blah blah i lived in north philly blah blah , then i compared it to compton ca, and was like COMPTON IS A GHETTO, SAN MARCOS IS A SUBURB WITH SOME CRIME PROBLEMS, theyre just used to their not being ANY fucking crime around them but auto theft. well it pissed him off and then he wanted to fight me, so i actually inticed him into it, and so we did. and then later on i got in a vocal fight because i wouldnt smoke someones weed. sorry but if i dont wanna smoke weed theres no need for you to get offended, and by voicing that i pissed him off and everyone else told him he was being an ass, later on that samoan guy got in a fight with these two black girls cuz he kept calling himself a nigga, and hes asian, and like they RIPPED him apart, vocally. and yeah. cindy and her bf got in a fight, she went to bed and he and his friends and i discussed the issue, and like all of his friends were fucking annoying the shit out of me saying all this shit about "bitches" and how you gotta handle them, and shit, and it was then i realized WHY I HATE CALIFORNIA. and its not like these people are a minority of the populous, PEOPLE WHO TRY TO BE THEMESELVES are the minority. i told my friend ryan, i was like you know.... youre not normal, and he said you know...i started noticing that.... even though i consider him to be normal, the norm out there is what we consider UNNORMAL. as horrible as this may be for a comparason, the people out in california are just like harry jones and his crew of "drug dealers".
ANYWAYS, i slept there. but i think i actually didnt mind sleeping there verses my brothers, cuz at least there i didnt have to watch every move i make and be ridiculed about the bible.
meals : on thurs cuz i forgot to mention - bean burrito - la tapatia, and pizza - dicrencenzos.
fri: bean burrito - la tapatia, veggieburger from burger king yuck.
SATURDAY: i went and saw my niece. i was a lil late getting back, so my brother WENT WITHOUT ME, i had to call their house and get him to come back to get me, hes soo messed up.grrr.... my neice was cute... and then... uhh... i came back and ross wanted to go to the beach with me, and i started pondering the thought of him walking on the sand, and well he cant even walk on concrete without a walker or walls to support him up, the thought of him trying to do so in the sand just made me weary, i hate being with him when he falls down in public cuz everyone stares at you and like its just annoying. which is why i also didnt wanna go grocery shopping, not even forgetting that he likes to talk to EVERY FUCKING PERSON he sees, and hes totally inappropriate, he doesnt have any common sense. and so i pretended i had to borrow his car to go to the library to print out my flight itinerary i lost, so i didnt just go to the library, i went to the library ACROSS TOWN, took a good 45 min, by the time i got back it was just time for ryan and i to go hang out. so he came and got me and we went out to the mall where i found ABSOLUTLEY NOTHING because all the stores suck DICK. and well.. we went out to la tapatia and ate food AGAIN, and AGAIN i had a bean burrito. awesome. and well i went back to rosses and dreaded another four hours.
SUNDAY: i went to ross' church. TOTALLY FUCKED UP. i couldnt stand it, it was like a fucking cult or something. they were all yelling out like PRAISE THE LORD and SAVE ME JESUS and YES JESUS, and shit and like the minister and the singer were fucking mental. so we left early to get to the airport on time, thank god i had to go the airport, i couldnt stand it there.