confused
OK those of you who do know me know that I am in a relationship. I care about my boyfriend very much, however our relationship has been very blah!( there is no need for details) I have been with him for a few years and I have over time realized that we are both in a different place in our lives. I have come to the most unfortunate conclusion that I need a break from our relationship. Telling my boyfriend about my feelings about breaking it off with him WILL be the hardest thing that I have ever done. I'm not sure whether to just break up with him and leave at that, or try to talk to him about our relationship and what needs to change, and try to work on it. No matter what I am going to hurt him so much, and I love him a lot still so the idea of hurting him just makes me feel physically sick. I am lost in my own emotional mess and need comments. Thank you for listening to my mushy business but I really needed to write it. signing off.