im dead after this k!

[highflyinmonkey]

im sitten here all by my self just trying, fugure something to do. I am trying to think of something, anything just to keep me from thinking of you, but you know its not working out, because your all thats on my mind. One thought of you is all that is takes to leave the rest of the world behind. Oh, I didnt mean for this to go as far as this did, and i didnt mean to get so close and share what we do, and i didnt mean to fall in love with you , BUT I DID its true. Im sitten here tryin to convince my self that your not the one for me, but the more i think the less i believe and the more i want you here with me. I didnt mean for this to go as it did, and i didnt mean to get so close and share what we do, and i didnt mean to fall in love with you, but i did its true. Im sittin here tryin to entertain my self with this old guitar, but with all my inspiration gone its not gettin me very far, i look around my room and everything i see reminds me of you. I didnt mean for this to go as far as it did, and i didnt mean to get so close and share what we do, and i didnt mean to fall in love with you, but i did and its TRUE.

Okay, so i stayed home all day today in bed sick... i woke up maybe a half hour ago and wrote this... i am gone for good now... i just want to be left alone... i wont talk to any of you anymore... dont worry about me its the least you can do.