Jun 22, 2006 19:17
today would have been emily's 17th birthday. happy birthday emily. she is sorely missed. it still doesn't seem real to me. monday will be the 6 month anniversary of her death. if you know my sister, say something encouraging to her. she needs it bad. she is a little lost. i miss her so bad. i just want to see her and hug her and touch her. it's still so fucking unreal. and so goddman unfair. i can't imagine how her mother and brother feel. i'm so angry and confused. i can't handle losing someone else. and my granddaddy might have leukemia. he has to have a biopsy next week. i can't watch someone else die. i just don't know.