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this is so stressful. I mean i know college is going to be hard and i know it is going to be expensive but my mom is being crazy! she is like not leting my apply to the places i want to. I mean wheres the harm in apply to a school you want to go to. Her reasoning is that it is "too expensive...you can't afford it" "do you want student loans!?!" "and if youaren't going to run in college you are going to dbcc" i am not going to dbcc!!!! i don't care if i go to a really small school i am not going here. i really don't care about like actually gojing there but i don't want to not polevault for 2 years then try it again i might as well give up alltogether!! i mean i know i am not going ot use it out of college but still i mean that dosent mean i have to quit now. "we already have 2 years of dbcc paid for" well i am glad you figured out my life for me. i mean m brother didn't even go to college!!!!!!!! i really don't hink i could handle debts thoguhso i wnat to do it wih out but if i need to take loans i will man. ((((((((((((i just really don't feel that i should have to make this ddecision before i even apply anywhere))))))))))))
I had colleege english today. my teacher is not the guy who i was suposed to have i am excited becasue he is like the coolest guy ever. he is such an english an english guy. he is so far in left feild that he is weird but i thnk he is funny. it is going to be a interesting calss i hope i learn alot!!!
After class i ran and i was actually scared for my life. have never actually been scared liek really looka t something and be afraind and feel it in you and keep on going afreaid, but today i was. i was running into the construction near the bridge and it has changed since the last tim e we ran there and i was realy afraid to go inthere but i had to to get home bc i had to turn around and go home bc my foot was kiling me bc of my new brace that is a piece o CrAp!!!
went to the orhto tech yesterday and got a new brace and it looks cool but dosent work very well. I really think that there is nothing I can do. It is upsetting because i am goingto keep on spraining it.
in class the "professor" as liik you go to rate your professor .com and you will see i am a good teach ther is little hot pepper next to my name and it made me laugh so hard. we had our first paper to write today baout what collee has been to us so far and i screwed it up so bad i was liek going on about stuff that wasn't related at all it was hard i oculdn't figure anhting out ot say. i was talking about running bc i ran out of stuff to say...when in doubt talk about running/1\I tied it in by saying i ran at the colege during the summer. then i teid in how i was excited bnaout the class and how i suck at english and how i never really had an englihs teacher.
i am tired and done
I had colleege english today. my teacher is not the guy who i was suposed to have i am excited becasue he is like the coolest guy ever. he is such an english an english guy. he is so far in left feild that he is weird but i thnk he is funny. it is going to be a interesting calss i hope i learn alot!!!
After class i ran and i was actually scared for my life. have never actually been scared liek really looka t something and be afraind and feel it in you and keep on going afreaid, but today i was. i was running into the construction near the bridge and it has changed since the last tim e we ran there and i was realy afraid to go inthere but i had to to get home bc i had to turn around and go home bc my foot was kiling me bc of my new brace that is a piece o CrAp!!!
went to the orhto tech yesterday and got a new brace and it looks cool but dosent work very well. I really think that there is nothing I can do. It is upsetting because i am goingto keep on spraining it.
in class the "professor" as liik you go to rate your professor .com and you will see i am a good teach ther is little hot pepper next to my name and it made me laugh so hard. we had our first paper to write today baout what collee has been to us so far and i screwed it up so bad i was liek going on about stuff that wasn't related at all it was hard i oculdn't figure anhting out ot say. i was talking about running bc i ran out of stuff to say...when in doubt talk about running/1\I tied it in by saying i ran at the colege during the summer. then i teid in how i was excited bnaout the class and how i suck at english and how i never really had an englihs teacher.
i am tired and done