(no subject)
my life
as recent-ly
is the basic
school schoooooool
work work work work
day off
one fucking day off
this is the schedule
I've feared the most
but it is mine
i make much time
working in the night
drink drink drink
smoke smoke smoke
to bed
I just always hope
I will make it on time
to bed
here is a little something
that counts for these nights
"health problems"
(keep in mind)
is neither placed here
in proper form
nor proper format
the words
for now
are all that matter
My Liver asks
Are we going to live all right? Yes
I say, but I really do not know.
Organs can tell better than I
when their function is going to end.
“Stop the gulping
stop the purging
sip more, save those
precious enzymes!”
Will the throbbing
aches and malaise ever go away?
my Head asks me, so again I say
I do not know for certain that these
struggles will ever be diagnosed
by a medical professional.
“Take these capsules
avoid cheese, beans
chocolate, sprouts,
migraine triggers”
You are young! and
A female!
Health risks are much lower for your kind!
“Certain activities
you take part in
appear to put
your health at risk”
But the doctor does not understand
my body is sensitive to pain
my family has known great disease
and my system can not sustain me.
“I became a
doctor to save
lives, I became
a chart reader”
My Stomach says
You stopped drinking soda. Yes, I did
because it fills us with gas, you know
and those cultures living in yogurt
supposedly aid in digestion.
“If the pain persists
drink cranberry
juice, exercise bowels
with high fiber”
Tell me, why then
with all the improvements we have made
and the miniscule intake of drugs
do we not feel on top of our game?
“Take a look at
your life style -
take a look at
where your life moves…”
Day after day, I have no answers
for Liver, Stomach, small Intestine
Those same old nerves and twitchy muscles
communicate throughout my plump veins
“We will have to
run a few tests”
Will I ever function as a spark
made in the image of tooth decay?
“You will feel
just a small prick”
My bodily friends! I am your consciousness
one voice echoing in the blood stream
“Follow my tips
you will be fine
your overall
health will improve!”
I promise you, we will all get better.
as recent-ly
is the basic
school schoooooool
work work work work
day off
one fucking day off
this is the schedule
I've feared the most
but it is mine
i make much time
working in the night
drink drink drink
smoke smoke smoke
to bed
I just always hope
I will make it on time
to bed
here is a little something
that counts for these nights
"health problems"
(keep in mind)
is neither placed here
in proper form
nor proper format
the words
for now
are all that matter
My Liver asks
Are we going to live all right? Yes
I say, but I really do not know.
Organs can tell better than I
when their function is going to end.
“Stop the gulping
stop the purging
sip more, save those
precious enzymes!”
Will the throbbing
aches and malaise ever go away?
my Head asks me, so again I say
I do not know for certain that these
struggles will ever be diagnosed
by a medical professional.
“Take these capsules
avoid cheese, beans
chocolate, sprouts,
migraine triggers”
You are young! and
A female!
Health risks are much lower for your kind!
“Certain activities
you take part in
appear to put
your health at risk”
But the doctor does not understand
my body is sensitive to pain
my family has known great disease
and my system can not sustain me.
“I became a
doctor to save
lives, I became
a chart reader”
My Stomach says
You stopped drinking soda. Yes, I did
because it fills us with gas, you know
and those cultures living in yogurt
supposedly aid in digestion.
“If the pain persists
drink cranberry
juice, exercise bowels
with high fiber”
Tell me, why then
with all the improvements we have made
and the miniscule intake of drugs
do we not feel on top of our game?
“Take a look at
your life style -
take a look at
where your life moves…”
Day after day, I have no answers
for Liver, Stomach, small Intestine
Those same old nerves and twitchy muscles
communicate throughout my plump veins
“We will have to
run a few tests”
Will I ever function as a spark
made in the image of tooth decay?
“You will feel
just a small prick”
My bodily friends! I am your consciousness
one voice echoing in the blood stream
“Follow my tips
you will be fine
your overall
health will improve!”
I promise you, we will all get better.