Jul 29, 2003 01:27
you know, i only want morgan i really really really only want morgan.
and it really hurts because i know, she not going to give me another chance.
i love her so much, and i love her more than anyone else ever could...
and it hurts. i dont understand why she wont give me another chance.
but there is just this gut..gut feelling she wont...
she wants to be with angie for as long as shes with angie but then once they are threw to come back to me. she thinks she'll be able to get me back but she wont. this is a now or never again thing. i can tell she really likes angie. and i have a feeling she doesnt like me for anymore than a good friend. and it hurts. because i shoudlnt have to feel like this. things owuld be so much better if me n her where to get back together but...i knw its not going to happen.
i scream inside just asking why...why does she like angie more than me? it just hurts...all i want is for her to come back to me. and iff not...
then i want her out of my life in everyway possible. i will burn every picture i have of her, and delete all the convos i had with her. i will throw away all the notes i wrote to her and try to erase every memory i had of her. i just realyl ant things to go back to mnormal and for us to be together again. but normal is the only thing not going on now. she really likes angie. she doesnt even care about me anymore and it hurts. i really dont understand. i just. i dont know. i cant even type. things are so confusing...i just wannt her to come back to me.