(no subject)
why cant i meet a decent 17 y/o? or 18 y/o? 16 is still not rite..
but a 17/18 year old i could be with totally. they could come to my house whenever, they could know my real age..my mom would aprove and everything would be all good. ha...just like morgan/
why doesnt anyone fucking like me, why amd i so fucking ugly. my hair is horrid and my weight is sickenning. i just want someone..maybe then i'd feel better about myself..all i want is not to be lonely inside..and im going to be lonely untill i find something in someone that can fill it..and no1's up to that challenge.
sometimes i wish if anyone in my past relationships ever miss me, like morgan,dan,todd...no1 really else..but those 3...
i just idk. not like it really matters..but ya know if they ever think of me.
i really really really am downrite sick to my stomach that i have no1. really no1. no1 i want in my life. im not talking baout friend wise...but partner wise.. im so fukcing irratated.
but a 17/18 year old i could be with totally. they could come to my house whenever, they could know my real age..my mom would aprove and everything would be all good. ha...just like morgan/
why doesnt anyone fucking like me, why amd i so fucking ugly. my hair is horrid and my weight is sickenning. i just want someone..maybe then i'd feel better about myself..all i want is not to be lonely inside..and im going to be lonely untill i find something in someone that can fill it..and no1's up to that challenge.
sometimes i wish if anyone in my past relationships ever miss me, like morgan,dan,todd...no1 really else..but those 3...
i just idk. not like it really matters..but ya know if they ever think of me.
i really really really am downrite sick to my stomach that i have no1. really no1. no1 i want in my life. im not talking baout friend wise...but partner wise.. im so fukcing irratated.