Jul 19, 2005 11:19
yeah im in florida, havent updated in a while ive been really busy with work and every thing {im working at DOCOTA design centers of the americas} i think thats what it stands for im not very sure. and i dont have internet at my house so yea but i should be updateing more now because at work i have my own computer and stuff. im kinda depressed i have like no friends down here yet except this dude i see on the pier alot if that really counts. you ever play the sims? you know how if your sim doesnt have any sociel point how it doesnt want to do a thing that kinda how i am right now. it seems like all i do is get up go to work come home wash my uniform and get every thing ready for tomorrow and go to sleep then do it all over. only on the weekends do i get to do anything and thats fishing, but its so hard to go with out a car. try taking nine foot rods on the bus they get pissed some times they wont even let you on it sucks man i need to get a car or even a vespa or something i hate the bus. and i miss all my friends in tucson, chloe {ohhh i miss her} luara, tori, kayla, michael, bryan {however u spell it} terri, kate, jen, who tried to take all the blame when we got cought with hennesy at the school dance thing shes so sweet i wish i would have known she liked me before that night we probley would have made a good couple or at least i think so, i miss my rideing group even the asshole michael wilson, all there is down here is fucking niggers trying to steal all your shit you work for. you finally make enough money to buy something you wanted for a while and a fucking nigger steals it!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THE SOUTH WILL RISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well any way i think i should stop complaining and nigger bashing because it could go on and on for hours and theres people who have a lot more shit to deal with then me at least i have a roof over my head, food to feed my tummy, chlothes on my back, i mean those poor little kids in india and stuff man they go crazy over like a french fry, i think we could all learn from them i mean dam america is so selfish, if we just saved our left overs and didnt throw them away do you know how meny people that would feed we could feed probly a whole thrid world counrty. i dont know if anyone even looks at this dusty old journal any more. so i could wright some really supiod stuff or my deepest secrets and no one would really no, but i really dont have any deep secrets.