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michelle and i put in an application for our first apartment today. i don't think we'll have any serious problems getting approved, it's a low income complex, and we make shit for money. the apartments are called prairie view, they're fairly new, i think they were built within the last 5 years or so. we reserved a 2 bedroom 2 bathroom model, it's 1050 sq. ft. and on the second of 2 floors. i'm so excited to get the fuck out of this house, my mom is going nuts and by association, making me nuts. she just can't get over the fact that she can't wait to move, she talks like arizona is some kind of paradise, and washington is the cold asshole of the united states.
i really think she's using the weather as a facade for her real reason for moving; getting away from everybody. i'm pretty damn sure she's sick of living with michelle and i, she's also tired of her sisters, which i understand. her sisters(my aunts) are awful. most of them are alcoholics, and they're the worst gossipers i've ever met, you can't say anything around them without it being spread to the rest of the family in 2 seconds. ever since my grandma died the family has been falling apart, and i don't blame my mom for wanting to get away from that at all. i think she also wants to start dating again and she feels really uncomfortable about my brother and i judging who she dates. i'll be frank here, she's attracted to men that are trashy pieces of shit, real douche bags that treat her like shit. she didn't even tell me that she was getting married to my ex-stepdad because she knew i hated him and knew i wouldn't approve of the marriage. she wants her own life, i understand this, but she's too afraid just to talk to me and tell me what's up so she found her first valid excuse to get out of here and ran with it.
well regardless of why she wants to move, she's doing it and has given michelle and i a good push in the right direction. we need our freedom, and our cats need their freedom to roam about an open space instead of being locked in our room.
when or if we get accepted we shall have a small house warming get together, where we shall dress in fancy attire and sip cocktails.
-randy
i really think she's using the weather as a facade for her real reason for moving; getting away from everybody. i'm pretty damn sure she's sick of living with michelle and i, she's also tired of her sisters, which i understand. her sisters(my aunts) are awful. most of them are alcoholics, and they're the worst gossipers i've ever met, you can't say anything around them without it being spread to the rest of the family in 2 seconds. ever since my grandma died the family has been falling apart, and i don't blame my mom for wanting to get away from that at all. i think she also wants to start dating again and she feels really uncomfortable about my brother and i judging who she dates. i'll be frank here, she's attracted to men that are trashy pieces of shit, real douche bags that treat her like shit. she didn't even tell me that she was getting married to my ex-stepdad because she knew i hated him and knew i wouldn't approve of the marriage. she wants her own life, i understand this, but she's too afraid just to talk to me and tell me what's up so she found her first valid excuse to get out of here and ran with it.
well regardless of why she wants to move, she's doing it and has given michelle and i a good push in the right direction. we need our freedom, and our cats need their freedom to roam about an open space instead of being locked in our room.
when or if we get accepted we shall have a small house warming get together, where we shall dress in fancy attire and sip cocktails.
-randy