Jun 07, 2005 16:43
I'm just so tired right now.
i hate confusion.
i hate the nypd (i went to a bday party and it started out very bad-- worst of all i couldn't vent out my anger either)
i hate the fact that i'm in NY and i'm restricted.
i can't fucking stand this shit.
i want true freedom.
i really don't want to hear this bullshit about how life is great and i'm a pessimist. in my mind, whats the fucking big deal about living anyways?
no one listens.
no one fucking cares.
why should i bother screaming my lungs out if all everyone hears is a soft unaudible whisper?
whats the point?
why fight for rights that socitey will not give? - don't answer that one i know the answer i'm just moody and bitchy.
my salvation: tomorrow i'm going to a boat dance... my old school is holding a dance that is taking place on a ship that will be cruising on the hudson river at night from 7-11 pm. considereing the fact that i have absolutely nothing to wear and ran out of money so now i have to beg and plead for my mom to lend me money (i have to pay her back) to me to buy something fancy. thank god laura, nic, astrid and jeremy will be there (nadines not going--- at least she has my number..) i need my sexy peoples.
-hugs to those who are having a crappy day like i am-
-hugs and tons of dulce de leche goes to those who are utterly miserable-
i <3 you guys.
----> and certain persons need to email me back...