mothafucka
i hate guitar. i dont know why im still trying
i can play but i never seem to improve
i cant even play this one gay veruca salt song
so im off tomorrow and it is friday
im going to sit at home.christina wants me to go to the movies but i dont want to
i bought a pair of shoes today
chucks maybe "so over" or "so in"
i honestly dont know which
but it really is the only shoes i feeling comfortable walking in
besides thse are way cooler than anyone elses shoes
guys shoes really do suck though
and i bought a shirt from old navy
and i rebought that hello kitty wristband that christina bought for me ages ago cuz i lost the first one
and we went to target to buy drinks and hand soap
i wash my hands like 10 times a day
i could not shower for weeks and not mind but my hands will be clean
and guess what i fr got to buy some
FUCK
ive been masterbating a lot lately
matt came over
we did things
i wonder what some of the people i used to be friends with are up to
ugh the people below me are playing really bad techno music
i like the kills a lot
i bought all of fiona apple's cds in one month
she has three
but i only bought one brand new and the others off ebay
which i dont guess is so bad
people dont buy cd's anymore and it drives me crazy
i mean i dont buy every single cd i want but
the bands artists i really do love
i need to own them
yes i like the cd sleeve ....
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im having problems with certain people at work
but then again i am a bitch to everyone i come into contact with
i am not there to be everyones friend
i dont want to hear about what they drank on the weekend
and how many pills they popped
or how many joints they smoked
it doesnt impress me what so ever
ive been there and ive done all of that and more
and it is nothing to be happy about
if any thing they should feel some sort of guilt
im not saying all of that is wrong
it is fine BUT DONT TELL ME ABOUT IT
im am not speaking to kelly for a very long time
it is a long story but im bored so ill type some of it
the short version is
basically if you are my friend ill let you have something if you ask
i mean isnt that what friends do.
maybe i have different ideas of what friends are
i dont know
but anyways....so they borrow my cigarettes all the time
her and souriya
ALL THE TIME
like on a daily basis
or at least every time i come into contact with them
kelly on occasions comes into my apartment with christina while im at work and smokes them without asking
if you are going to smoke...buy your own god damn cigarettes
do not take mine....i need them...and im poor
they live in a nice house which his parents fucking pay for
so im over there the other day and i ask to wash my uniform(2 pairs of pants and a shirt)
becuz our laundrymat sucks
and i have lived in murfreesboro for over 2 months
and ive washed my clothes over there twice....TWICE!
and what does kelly say ..."no you cant do that here anymore"
like it costs them money...i could have thrown it in with a load of their clothes
FUCK FUCK FUCK
so of course i leave mad because if i hadnt have left then...shit would have happend
so i found out later that souriya had told kelly to tell me that if i asked again
cuz he is a pussy he cant speak for himself
by the way he is 28 years old and doesnt have a job and his parents completely support him
it makes me want to throw up
so i get souriya on the phone...bitch him out
and he tells me his parents do not want him having friends wash there clothes at the house
KISS MY MUTHAFUCKIN ASS...is what i say to that
so i have come to a decision
i never want to make a new friend ever again
you know why...because if you dont have friends you cant get shit allover by them
it is as simple as that
no one reads my journal anymore
and i like it that way
comment if you must
sincerely drew drew drew
ps...that bitch jessie dropped by the other day...it was unexpected and i loved it
i can play but i never seem to improve
i cant even play this one gay veruca salt song
so im off tomorrow and it is friday
im going to sit at home.christina wants me to go to the movies but i dont want to
i bought a pair of shoes today
chucks maybe "so over" or "so in"
i honestly dont know which
but it really is the only shoes i feeling comfortable walking in
besides thse are way cooler than anyone elses shoes
guys shoes really do suck though
and i bought a shirt from old navy
and i rebought that hello kitty wristband that christina bought for me ages ago cuz i lost the first one
and we went to target to buy drinks and hand soap
i wash my hands like 10 times a day
i could not shower for weeks and not mind but my hands will be clean
and guess what i fr got to buy some
FUCK
ive been masterbating a lot lately
matt came over
we did things
i wonder what some of the people i used to be friends with are up to
ugh the people below me are playing really bad techno music
i like the kills a lot
i bought all of fiona apple's cds in one month
she has three
but i only bought one brand new and the others off ebay
which i dont guess is so bad
people dont buy cd's anymore and it drives me crazy
i mean i dont buy every single cd i want but
the bands artists i really do love
i need to own them
yes i like the cd sleeve ....
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
im having problems with certain people at work
but then again i am a bitch to everyone i come into contact with
i am not there to be everyones friend
i dont want to hear about what they drank on the weekend
and how many pills they popped
or how many joints they smoked
it doesnt impress me what so ever
ive been there and ive done all of that and more
and it is nothing to be happy about
if any thing they should feel some sort of guilt
im not saying all of that is wrong
it is fine BUT DONT TELL ME ABOUT IT
im am not speaking to kelly for a very long time
it is a long story but im bored so ill type some of it
the short version is
basically if you are my friend ill let you have something if you ask
i mean isnt that what friends do.
maybe i have different ideas of what friends are
i dont know
but anyways....so they borrow my cigarettes all the time
her and souriya
ALL THE TIME
like on a daily basis
or at least every time i come into contact with them
kelly on occasions comes into my apartment with christina while im at work and smokes them without asking
if you are going to smoke...buy your own god damn cigarettes
do not take mine....i need them...and im poor
they live in a nice house which his parents fucking pay for
so im over there the other day and i ask to wash my uniform(2 pairs of pants and a shirt)
becuz our laundrymat sucks
and i have lived in murfreesboro for over 2 months
and ive washed my clothes over there twice....TWICE!
and what does kelly say ..."no you cant do that here anymore"
like it costs them money...i could have thrown it in with a load of their clothes
FUCK FUCK FUCK
so of course i leave mad because if i hadnt have left then...shit would have happend
so i found out later that souriya had told kelly to tell me that if i asked again
cuz he is a pussy he cant speak for himself
by the way he is 28 years old and doesnt have a job and his parents completely support him
it makes me want to throw up
so i get souriya on the phone...bitch him out
and he tells me his parents do not want him having friends wash there clothes at the house
KISS MY MUTHAFUCKIN ASS...is what i say to that
so i have come to a decision
i never want to make a new friend ever again
you know why...because if you dont have friends you cant get shit allover by them
it is as simple as that
no one reads my journal anymore
and i like it that way
comment if you must
sincerely drew drew drew
ps...that bitch jessie dropped by the other day...it was unexpected and i loved it